Monday, October 19, 2009

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Friday, October 16, 2009

blogging at tis time of the day, kinda wrong cos should be doing ppt but i jux dun have the mood to do and i guess i done my part?

i dun know. look so dead today tat my friend actually ask me wat happen to me.

a lot of things running in my head now and these few days was not boring and slow for me. new class was good but there's tis guy who seems to be kinda GL.

maybe cos is new class or wat i dun know. jux feel tat he dun like to talk or talk in a way tat look serious?

ahya dun know laaa. dun wanna care. how i wish i can have my holiday and go work. seriously i need a job.

backache like no tmr. wonder if its because i sit for too long or getting older? lolx.

i dun know, perhaps im being to sensitive about surrounding, everything is not wat we tot before sch start.

we should be meeting everyday and go school, go lunch and tell them how much i really treasure them. but i think everything changed?

or maybe because of how i treat her make things between me and her change? i really dun understand why and why tis things is happening to me.

she maybe feeling lonely in school cos she feels that she dun have much friends around her. den wat about me? i really really dun understand why............

sometimes i really feel tat im all alone by myself. nobody is there for me to lend me a listening ear. dear in ns and not always have time for me.

friends have their own things to do. i know there's still God wif me, he know wat i am going through and hopefully tmr will be a better day for me.

pray hard and really hard. (:

im sure tmr will be a better day cos i get to meet dear. (:

i wan meet today, but.........):

well, tmr shall be a better day! :D:D

imissyou

iloveyouandonlyyou!

trustmeplease:(

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okayyyyy
Friday, September 18, 2009

okay! so now is time to catch up wif a lot of things ya? hmm. really a lot of things. haha but dun know where to start.

first, since holiday start till now, i haven get any job yet. but now like helping junhui wif his stuff but i dun know if i can continue to help him. is not cos i dun earn a lot but is tiring and not many ppl wan to help u wif the survey! sometimes really feel like giving up but tot of him, jux feel like helping. as a friend, we should help one another right? hmm ):

next, on the 8 sept which is our anniversary, dear gave me surprise! he brought me to the ZOO! i was happy like siao. keep saying thanks to him. hahaha! after tat went to have our dinner at esplanade. WOW the dinner was like too much for me but still, i managed to finished it. hehehe! photos will be uploaded here soon! hmm happy! (:

next, sooo two days after our anniversary which is 10 sept, dear going in army and have 2 weeks confinement but lucky him, only 10 days. hahaha cos monday is a holiday! so got to see him tmr! YES! happy girl! :D

so the day he going in, gary, cheng, junhui, calum and me went to send him off and gave him a surprise! hahaha! he seems to be happy eh? haha but im kinda sad cos he cant recieve my msges! i dun know why either! i was like WHY?!?! cos only cant recieve mine. hmm ):

next, im still looking for jobs and see if i can do anything during the F1 period. haha.

next, went out wif millie, ade and pastor ytd. pastor bought a iphone for ade and she is very happy, like finally got a new phone! hahaha! happy for her. (: and joke, i dreamt tat i got a iphone too. hahaha! ya i got it, in my dream. (:

well, after tat went to meet the guys and waited for them for 2 long hours cos they playing L4D! dear call me almost everynight and happy to hear his voice. :D

hmm, last sunday was baptism sunday and i was baptised tat day. haha was nervous at first but after everything, im happy cos i gave my life to my LORD and he have plans for me. haha. gonna grow now. after sooo long. (:

its raining now and wonder Tekong is raining too? dear jux told me tat he failed his ippt, so only can book out on sat. if he pass den i would be able to see him today. but have to wait till tmr and today was like a very loooong day for me. TIME FASTER PAST! ):

hmm how sweet of him. i've done a video for him and he prepared for me lil cards to keep me company everyday and got a puzzle from him too. he really very sweet! (:

miss him so much and have a lot to talk to him about, like some friendship things, church things and maybe our things. hehehe!

hmm dun know wat to blog about already, but jux thinking tat why cant i keep my BFF wif me? we somehow lost touch, and went out without asking me? haiz i dun know, maybe thinking too much. but at least i have another BFF. hopefully nothing change and i dun wan to look for another anymore cos its not easy to find someone tat will make me smile and i can share anything wif.

well, shall stop here i guess? will upload photos next time i blog..... & i know i have a boring blog. (: bye peeps.

tmrtmrtmrtmrtmr!

thanks dear for everything!

I HEART YOU!

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Monday, August 17, 2009

well tis is the last week of school and the last problem already. time past so fast tat it seems like a blink. things are always changing, some to good some to bad. a lot of things has been going through my mind these few days. dun know wat to react, dun know wat to do and somehow felt so hopeless. i jux wan everything to be the way i wan it to be but its not. its not wat i wan. all i wan is jux happiness, friends around me to be happy cos i hate to see them sad. like how they hate to see their friends sad.

last problem, last week, last day of sem 1. changing class and stuff, i dun wan to change but somethings i cant control. and how i wish i can control it. IM SO GONNA MISS MY W45K & ALL THE FACIs NOW!

awwww, heart pain laaaa~!

learnt something from service ytd. though some of my friends missed it, its really a missed. after service, a lot of thoughts running on my mind. wonder if i can get back my happiness. dun know why suddenly feel so EMO! and God touch my heart ytd. and pastor said something tat make me think. and really think hard. DUN LET THE DEVIL TAKE AWAY YOUR HAPPINESS! and yes im gonna take it back from the devil.

michelle told me tat her happiness was stolen by devil and i told her tat the happiness is hers, nobody can take away, even if it took away, get it back cos it belongs to u. so im gonna help her to take it back! :D:D

hmm few more weeks to spend wif dear and he is going to army. i told myself tat im gonna be strong when he is not wif me. be strong BE strong BE STRONG JASMINE~! YES im goona be strong. never will i cry when im sad, never will i cos im strong wif God.

jux wan to be wif dear for the whole few weeks before he go in to army but i scare tat i might cry when the day he go in army. Sept 10 is the day he going in and is 2 days after our ANNIVERSARY! oh God! and im so not going to send him in cos i know i will cry and is CONFIRM! ):

but i know im sooooo gonna be strong and not cry. tis is somehow a test for our love. its a start for us and of cos theres more to come! (:

feel like meeting him later, hopefully can cos he is working and is so super tired. wan to spend more time wif him. last few weeeeeeeeeks!! ): i miss him laaaaa!

well, done wif the post after sooooo long! hahs! gonna go study my enterprise now and trying to get the mood to study, trying to get my brian to work and absorb the information!

i wan hug i wan hug i wan hug i wan hug i wan hug i wan hug
&i wan more hugsssssssssss!

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hatesssss
Tuesday, June 23, 2009

ARGH! I HATE COGNITIVE AND WILL NEVER NEVER LIKE IT! AND NEVER IN MY LIFE LA..

haiz so damn piss off wif the faci.
or should i say i piss off wif myself?
cos whenever i hate something i will show it out
so my fault i should say..
i cant control my emotionssss...
i jux hate myself for being like tat
nobody will like it anyways.

JASMINE CONTROL CONTROL CONTROL!
hopefully i can control... ):

pisssssssssssssssssssssss offffffffffffffffffffffffff laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

haiz....

okay~~ COOLING DOWN NOW...
(:

sorry darling michelle
make u so scare to ask questions.
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i need hughug dear....):

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woooooo~~!
Monday, June 15, 2009

ARGH!!
dun know wat happen today!
im feeling so down suddely..... ):
can somebody help?
GOD~~!

boring day today though is my favorite module today
but i jux dun know y i am feeling like tat....
haix dun care me la..
i'll be alright....
hopefully ya? (:

today is tim birthday!
he dun know my blog but still....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIM!!
(:

alright since so long didnt update,
maybe can talk more in here..

actually im feeling lazy to type.
hahahaha~~!

ARGH! SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT~!

well blog tmr!! (:
tired and lazy..
sorry peeps....
or maybe nobody reading my blog..
but still, i will try to update more often now!

=D

i miss you my dear ):
i need u can? hmmmmmm.

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bored
Saturday, January 17, 2009

well, bored of updating already!

haha bored of working too!

i wanna go back study! AND STUDY HARD!

i feel so disappointed wif myself bout my results.

but wat can i do? CRY??

no use.. cry for the whole day whole week,

ur results oso wont change..

y not jux face it?

im not saying anyone but im jux saying my feelings.

im surprised by myself cos when i got my results,

i saw wat i get, feels sad...

but i didnt cry on the spot..

im bearing it..............

and when i finally thinking of wat course to choose,

i cried.. i really cried..

but thank god i got dear wif me..

haha.. see him sad i will stop crying le..

hehe =P

well, already planned wat i wan..

now waiting for the posting results..

see where will i go..

and if is not wat i really really wan,

perhaps i will go study private dip..

no matter where i go..

i will rmb everyone!

yes and is EVERYONE!

from school from church from work

through friends de friends

or my good friends,

i will always rmb!

last but not least.....

i will definately rmb my fellow classmates!

5N1 IS THE BEST YTD, TODAY AND FOREVER!

no matter where we go..

we will rmb the times we enjoyed together!!

heee~!

ps.. i update le. haha.
psss... i miss dear=)
pssss.... i miss THAILAND!

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