notes on ADAM KHOO workshop
Saturday, March 31, 2007
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ADAM KHOO workshop is fun~!
Friday, March 30, 2007
well today gonna show u all wat we had done during a workshop
in my school..haha..it was fun and everyone had fun too...
a guy name MELVIN is really a funny guy
almost all of my gal friends like him and too alot of pic wif him
haha..he is indeed a interesting guy of all three guys..
actually WOEI TANG oso not bad but dun know y
no body like him leh..maybe he got a bit boring ba..hehe
well i dun know wat to say le..but jux to say tat the workshop really
works for me cos it really motivated me to study..
dun waste ur time anymore..do watever u wan now and set GOALS
treasure ur loved ones b4 they are gone
especially ur parents..
DO IT NOW! DO IT RIGHT! DO IT FAST!
JIAYOU~!!!!
hmm gonna stop here le..going back study again..
take care everyone..~!!!
SMILE~!! MISS DEAR LOTS~!!!
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so sick de me..
Friday, March 23, 2007
well..back to here to write le..today dun know y
somehow like sad sad de..think because i found
out something le ba..since they like to act..
den le them act lor..very funny meh? huh?!!
when they do something, they nv thing first de
always do thing tat nv go through their BRAIN b4
haix.. feel sad for them..such a FOOLISH act
jux wanna to say something here..
before doing anything tat is STUIPD..
PLS PLS PLS!!!
go through ur BIG BIG BRAIN first la..!!!
everytime say wat..have to put urself in ppl's shoes
but in the end still nv lor...
ahya tis kind of ppl only know how to talk..
but dun know how to do..
put urself in my shoes..if one day ur friends did
all tis to u..will u feel the same like me..?
unless u have no heart and no BRAIN!!
well think tats ll for today ba..
im not feeling well now..very very XIN KU..
haix if tmr still the same thinknot going school le..
and they will be VERY VERY happy to see me sick
and nv go school!!
whay kind of firends is tis..
i would rather dun know them
from the start!!!
making me so sick of it!!!!!
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everything i know today
Thursday, March 22, 2007
well today in school like nothing happen but
something happen after my MT class i guess..
in the morning, it was raining so went up class straight
den i sat down alone at my place..
not long ling come le..and jess too..they both together
well nothing happen cos i was keeping VERY quiet
VERY VERY VERY quiet..i nv say anything at all..
they also nv bother to ask me wat happen to me or wat
so i oso nv talk to them lor..
after i think awhile..den i started to talk to them..
like wat i will do always when tis kind of thing happen..
pretent tat nothing had happen before and jux happy talk talk..
in the end we talk till very happy..laughing together oso..
but after my MT class, on our way back to my class..
i ask ling wat happen ytd and wat jess told her..
she kEEp quiet and after awhile she told me nothing..
and say is not bout me and boy..i know not bout us..
so i ask her more..i said wat she say..tell me la..
wat thing so BIG tat cant tell me or let me know de..
den she say is bout ANDREW de..she say cant tel
cos jess ask her not to tel anyone ESPECIALLY me right?!!
hahaxx..she say i cant know den i say back..
y i cant know but u can?? den she say jess tel her but not me.
wats the BIG DEAL SIA!!!!!!!
ling say bout andrew de thing i cant know..
but got one thing i know and they will NEVER NEVER know..
even if they see my blog i oso wont scare!!
i know wat im doing and saying..they will never know more thing
den me cos they will never know wat i know..
jux wan to let them know one thing tat im thinking now..
dun think tat i dun know anything bout wat u all say..
cos u all wont know wat i know and wat is going happen..
jux wan them to know tat dun REGRET wat they do..
wat they did to me will always goes back to them..
i can live without them de..even though i wan to keep
the friendship..but i dun know wat can i do more..
sometimes i really dun understand y they must do all tis to me
nice to do all those stupid things meh??
dun u rmb wat u told my boy tat night??(tis if for ling)
even if u all are lying to me and i dun know
but jus to say out..one day i will know and not only i know
GOD will know too..even if i lost the friendship,
i still have GOD and boy by my side..
how i really wish they wont lie to me or keep thing from me..
but things always goes wrong in between us..
i dun know wat else i can say but wat i know now is tat..
i cant believe all ur words now..!!!
and no more trust in between us!!!
IM SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a cut drawn by me..no worries not real de..but if i reallly cut it..the reason behind it will be cos of our friendship..hurt me too much le..cant take it anymore!! im so stress up when im wif u all..always left me out de..haiz..wan a real de ma??
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bout today..so sad..?
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
today after school went out study wif ling they all and boy..
boy pei me go home den i go shower..
after tat we went to meet wif jan den walk to jesslyn's house
on the way to there jan walk very the fast lor..
me and boy cant catch up wif her den i ask..
"y walk so fast?not tired de meh..?"
den boy say ppl moodswing will like tat de..either slow or fast
haha..but walking so fast really tired lor..somemore far leh..
den we finally reach jess house but they still walking
so slow leh..they went out of house first but i reach first..
wah..think cos me and boy follow jan ba..tats y so fast reach
haha..
den when jess and ling reach le we went in and sat at the table
where we sat ytd..same place same table but different position..
haha.today got boy and chynna..two more ppl come..
lucky the table big enough for the six ppl..
after half way doing our homework..something happen le..
tis is when me and boy moodswing..but i told boy tat
he will get use to it de..cos tis is how i do when something happen
everything goes like this..............
when doing our work half way..andrew called jess and both of them talk...
not long after talking..jess used ling de handphone to type msg to her..
guess is telling her something tat cannot let me know de..
sometimes i was thinking..y thing always happen like tis..must always so
tou tou mo mo de ma...?wat is the BIG thing tat i cannot know de..?
after tat jess, ling and chynna went to toilet for a VERY long time..
when jess come back and ask me wat i wan to eat cos her dad buying..
i already know something is not right..she went off again and again...
VERY ong den three of them come back..
when they come back..they jux pack their bag and say going to siew lan's house
ok tat wan i dun mind..den i say im going wif them..
den they start to give me a face like dun wan me to go..
nvm den forget it..i say i'll wait downstairs..
after reaching siew lan's house..they told me tat they are eating at her house
so will b very long..lucky i think of going to VISTA POINT..
or else i dun know wat i will say to them,,cos tat time de me is already
VERY VERY FUSTRATED!!
den i and boy went to VISTA POINT to walk walk..i went to find my KOR..
but saw him working so didnt go and talk to him..ahyo he hor..
i was standing in front of him leh..and he didnt saw me..
den nvm..forget it..after tat me and boy walk to CWP to have our dinner..
lucky got boy to pei me..if not i dun know wat i will really do to them le..
perhaps i will lost attitude and shout at them or jux walk away..
but even if i walk away jux like tat, they wont care bout me and my feelings de
at tat time..i was so hurt tat tis kind of probs come again..
sometimes i was wondering tat is ling telling the truth to me or jux say say de..
im really comfused and how i wish somebody can tel me the truth..
think now only boy understand how i feel ba..cos he got the same thinking as me..
boy really thx alot to u tat u pei me today..
i also wan to thank GOD tat HE had given me a guy tat really know me..
THANK GOD!!
dear..i will love u till the end.. no worries ya.. wont leave u de..
actually i was being leftout by them since the day siew lan join in our group..
im not saying tat she took away my friends or wat..or any other things..
but i was jux thinking y such things happen to me when i need them most..
they dun really know how i feel now..all i can do is tel boy and write here..
well..i dun know wat to write le..
maybe next time to continue ba..
gonnna gone from here..free leave a tag ya..
muackx!! love everyone!! =) SMILE!!
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sentosa day
Saturday, March 17, 2007
ytd went to sentosa wif my church friends all..
huan ling me siew lan and andrew plan all tis..
is fun but not an easy task..things are like going wrong..
not the way how we expected..
it was a fun day..but some of them dun know wat happen
sudden mood change..haix..dun know how to say oso..
sobx.. but im having fun ytd..
i got sun burn..now so painfull wor..
think gonna be dark dark le.. can compare wif chynna le..
cos she oso very dark de wor.. haha XD
but den afterall i still not as dark as her..
but den after everything when going home dunno
y i suddenly felt so leftout that y den i went home myself le
where actually suppose to go find hanrong de...
somemore when home le den no dinner nv eat dinner...
jux reach home awhile den went out again..
till now got nothing to do..
so come here update my blog..
den later going to bible study le...
but still deciding whether to stay over not..
so that's all for today bye..
to be CONTINUE!! :):)
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happy day
Saturday, March 10, 2007
haha..thx everyone who wishes me happy birthday
today really very happy..really thx all of u..
especially is my boy boy..although nv pei me ytd
but i dun blame u kk..i know u are tired..so am i..hehex
although today is happy but got something tat really sad
haix..im sick today..in the morning got flu
den now my stomach very painfull
today had early leave from school..my mum was so worry
but no matter wat..dun be too worry ya..
everything if good now..im feeling good now..
well later have party..my cousin bringing his friends..my sis too..
even my dad oso bringing his friend..so i must be well
cannot let anyone worry for me..
boy dun worry ok..im fine now ya..i love u boy..:)
well lastly jux to thx everyone today..;))
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happy me:)
Wednesday, March 7, 2007
haha..so long nv write le..kinda miss here..
dun know wat to write and some more very tired
tats y nv come here..wah today so sian..
after tutoral in school den went home..play maple den sian
really dun know wan do wat next..haha
but im happy tis few days cos..
i think i found someone who like me more den i like him..
hehexx..but no matter wat..i will try my best to like him too.
gonna look forward le..dun wanna look back anymore..
well my birthday coming..im so happy.
my sis wanna throw a party for me..
think got alot of presents le..hahahaha..
anyone wanna join me at the party can feel free to tel me..
everyone are welcome..
stay happy always and no looking back..
SMILE EVERYONE!! :)
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tired day
Saturday, March 3, 2007
wah is a tired day tis few day..jux come back
went for running jux now..haha but only awhile
cos raining heavily so cant really run..
after tat went to buy food to eat
haha so fun seh..walk in the rain and play water
haha play till very wet..all wet in the rain..
ytd nv come write blog too..sianx..
very late den go home..
hmm went to pastor de house eat dinner..
wah nice dinner i have
after tat went to play bball..quite sad tat time
cos i suddenly think of him..
he always play bball de tats y i will think of him..
tats make me sad..
tis two days are tiring..
hope can everyday like tat..haha so i wont think of him
is better to make myself busy den sitting alone,
thinking of him..
well im not sad or wat..jux writing down wat i feel
haha no worries ya..
i will always be happy de..haha
ok la..stop here already..
really very tired..haha :D
shall be continue again next time..
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new day started
Thursday, March 1, 2007
so sianx..im sick le..now keep sneezing
even writing tis blog im sneezing too..
dun know tmr will be ok or not..
hope im fine ba..
dun wanna miss any lesson in school
hmm a new day started..
a new day had begin..
so a new me should me here
haha
everyday gona be happy no matter
have believe in things u do so u will succed
well..cant write anymore le..
very xin ku now..difficult to type..
shall stop here and continue tmr ya..
HAPPY DAY ALWAYS!!
:))
SMILE MY BABY LQ!!:P
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a cut drawn by me..no worries not real de..but if i reallly cut it..the reason behind it will be cos of our friendship..hurt me too much le..cant take it anymore!! im so stress up when im wif u all..always left me out de..haiz..wan a real de ma??
