bout today..so sad..?
Wednesday, March 21, 2007

today after school went out study wif ling they all and boy..

boy pei me go home den i go shower..

after tat we went to meet wif jan den walk to jesslyn's house

on the way to there jan walk very the fast lor..

me and boy cant catch up wif her den i ask..

"y walk so fast?not tired de meh..?"

den boy say ppl moodswing will like tat de..either slow or fast

haha..but walking so fast really tired lor..somemore far leh..

den we finally reach jess house but they still walking

so slow leh..they went out of house first but i reach first..

wah..think cos me and boy follow jan ba..tats y so fast reach

haha..

den when jess and ling reach le we went in and sat at the table

where we sat ytd..same place same table but different position..

haha.today got boy and chynna..two more ppl come..

lucky the table big enough for the six ppl..

after half way doing our homework..something happen le..

tis is when me and boy moodswing..but i told boy tat

he will get use to it de..cos tis is how i do when something happen

everything goes like this..............

when doing our work half way..andrew called jess and both of them talk...

not long after talking..jess used ling de handphone to type msg to her..

guess is telling her something tat cannot let me know de..

sometimes i was thinking..y thing always happen like tis..must always so

tou tou mo mo de ma...?wat is the BIG thing tat i cannot know de..?

after tat jess, ling and chynna went to toilet for a VERY long time..

when jess come back and ask me wat i wan to eat cos her dad buying..

i already know something is not right..she went off again and again...

VERY ong den three of them come back..

when they come back..they jux pack their bag and say going to siew lan's house

ok tat wan i dun mind..den i say im going wif them..

den they start to give me a face like dun wan me to go..

nvm den forget it..i say i'll wait downstairs..

after reaching siew lan's house..they told me tat they are eating at her house

so will b very long..lucky i think of going to VISTA POINT..

or else i dun know wat i will say to them,,cos tat time de me is already

VERY VERY FUSTRATED!!

den i and boy went to VISTA POINT to walk walk..i went to find my KOR..

but saw him working so didnt go and talk to him..ahyo he hor..

i was standing in front of him leh..and he didnt saw me..

den nvm..forget it..after tat me and boy walk to CWP to have our dinner..

lucky got boy to pei me..if not i dun know wat i will really do to them le..

perhaps i will lost attitude and shout at them or jux walk away..

but even if i walk away jux like tat, they wont care bout me and my feelings de

at tat time..i was so hurt tat tis kind of probs come again..

sometimes i was wondering tat is ling telling the truth to me or jux say say de..

im really comfused and how i wish somebody can tel me the truth..

think now only boy understand how i feel ba..cos he got the same thinking as me..

boy really thx alot to u tat u pei me today..

i also wan to thank GOD tat HE had given me a guy tat really know me..

THANK GOD!!

dear..i will love u till the end.. no worries ya.. wont leave u de..

actually i was being leftout by them since the day siew lan join in our group..

im not saying tat she took away my friends or wat..or any other things..

but i was jux thinking y such things happen to me when i need them most..

they dun really know how i feel now..all i can do is tel boy and write here..

well..i dun know wat to write le..

maybe next time to continue ba..

gonnna gone from here..free leave a tag ya..

muackx!! love everyone!! =) SMILE!!

♥ Im missing you at ♥ | 3:20 PM

♥L0v3 h1m a1ways