everything i know today
Thursday, March 22, 2007

well today in school like nothing happen but

something happen after my MT class i guess..

in the morning, it was raining so went up class straight

den i sat down alone at my place..

not long ling come le..and jess too..they both together

well nothing happen cos i was keeping VERY quiet

VERY VERY VERY quiet..i nv say anything at all..

they also nv bother to ask me wat happen to me or wat

so i oso nv talk to them lor..

after i think awhile..den i started to talk to them..

like wat i will do always when tis kind of thing happen..

pretent tat nothing had happen before and jux happy talk talk..

in the end we talk till very happy..laughing together oso..

but after my MT class, on our way back to my class..

i ask ling wat happen ytd and wat jess told her..

she kEEp quiet and after awhile she told me nothing..

and say is not bout me and boy..i know not bout us..

so i ask her more..i said wat she say..tell me la..

wat thing so BIG tat cant tell me or let me know de..

den she say is bout ANDREW de..she say cant tel

cos jess ask her not to tel anyone ESPECIALLY me right?!!

hahaxx..she say i cant know den i say back..

y i cant know but u can?? den she say jess tel her but not me.

wats the BIG DEAL SIA!!!!!!!

ling say bout andrew de thing i cant know..

but got one thing i know and they will NEVER NEVER know..

even if they see my blog i oso wont scare!!

i know wat im doing and saying..they will never know more thing

den me cos they will never know wat i know..

jux wan to let them know one thing tat im thinking now..

dun think tat i dun know anything bout wat u all say..

cos u all wont know wat i know and wat is going happen..

jux wan them to know tat dun REGRET wat they do..

wat they did to me will always goes back to them..

i can live without them de..even though i wan to keep

the friendship..but i dun know wat can i do more..

sometimes i really dun understand y they must do all tis to me

nice to do all those stupid things meh??

dun u rmb wat u told my boy tat night??(tis if for ling)

even if u all are lying to me and i dun know

but jus to say out..one day i will know and not only i know

GOD will know too..even if i lost the friendship,

i still have GOD and boy by my side..

how i really wish they wont lie to me or keep thing from me..

but things always goes wrong in between us..

i dun know wat else i can say but wat i know now is tat..

i cant believe all ur words now..!!!

and no more trust in between us!!!

IM SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a cut drawn by me..no worries not real de..but if i reallly cut it..the reason behind it will be cos of our friendship..hurt me too much le..cant take it anymore!! im so stress up when im wif u all..always left me out de..haiz..wan a real de ma??

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