JaS LuV EnZz<3

2009-10-19T18:25:00.001+08:00

okay! first things first.

visit my new blog! :D:D

http://lovelyjourney.onsugar.com/

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(: :(

2009-10-16T13:13:00.002+08:00

blogging at tis time of the day, kinda wrong cos should be doing ppt but i jux dun have the mood to do and i guess i done my part?

i dun know. look so dead today tat my friend actually ask me wat happen to me.

a lot of things running in my head now and these few days was not boring and slow for me. new class was good but there's tis guy who seems to be kinda GL.

maybe cos is new class or wat i dun know. jux feel tat he dun like to talk or talk in a way tat look serious?

ahya dun know laaa. dun wanna care. how i wish i can have my holiday and go work. seriously i need a job.

backache like no tmr. wonder if its because i sit for too long or getting older? lolx.

i dun know, perhaps im being to sensitive about surrounding, everything is not wat we tot before sch start.

we should be meeting everyday and go school, go lunch and tell them how much i really treasure them. but i think everything changed?

or maybe because of how i treat her make things between me and her change? i really dun understand why and why tis things is happening to me.

she maybe feeling lonely in school cos she feels that she dun have much friends around her. den wat about me? i really really dun understand why............

sometimes i really feel tat im all alone by myself. nobody is there for me to lend me a listening ear. dear in ns and not always have time for me.

friends have their own things to do. i know there's still God wif me, he know wat i am going through and hopefully tmr will be a better day for me.

pray hard and really hard. (:

im sure tmr will be a better day cos i get to meet dear. (:

i wan meet today, but.........):

well, tmr shall be a better day! :D:D

imissyou

iloveyouandonlyyou!

trustmeplease:(

okayyyyy

2009-09-18T12:48:00.002+08:00

okay! so now is time to catch up wif a lot of things ya? hmm. really a lot of things. haha but dun know where to start.

first, since holiday start till now, i haven get any job yet. but now like helping junhui wif his stuff but i dun know if i can continue to help him. is not cos i dun earn a lot but is tiring and not many ppl wan to help u wif the survey! sometimes really feel like giving up but tot of him, jux feel like helping. as a friend, we should help one another right? hmm ):

next, on the 8 sept which is our anniversary, dear gave me surprise! he brought me to the ZOO! i was happy like siao. keep saying thanks to him. hahaha! after tat went to have our dinner at esplanade. WOW the dinner was like too much for me but still, i managed to finished it. hehehe! photos will be uploaded here soon! hmm happy! (:

next, sooo two days after our anniversary which is 10 sept, dear going in army and have 2 weeks confinement but lucky him, only 10 days. hahaha cos monday is a holiday! so got to see him tmr! YES! happy girl! :D

so the day he going in, gary, cheng, junhui, calum and me went to send him off and gave him a surprise! hahaha! he seems to be happy eh? haha but im kinda sad cos he cant recieve my msges! i dun know why either! i was like WHY?!?! cos only cant recieve mine. hmm ):

next, im still looking for jobs and see if i can do anything during the F1 period. haha.

next, went out wif millie, ade and pastor ytd. pastor bought a iphone for ade and she is very happy, like finally got a new phone! hahaha! happy for her. (: and joke, i dreamt tat i got a iphone too. hahaha! ya i got it, in my dream. (:

well, after tat went to meet the guys and waited for them for 2 long hours cos they playing L4D! dear call me almost everynight and happy to hear his voice. :D

hmm, last sunday was baptism sunday and i was baptised tat day. haha was nervous at first but after everything, im happy cos i gave my life to my LORD and he have plans for me. haha. gonna grow now. after sooo long. (:

its raining now and wonder Tekong is raining too? dear jux told me tat he failed his ippt, so only can book out on sat. if he pass den i would be able to see him today. but have to wait till tmr and today was like a very loooong day for me. TIME FASTER PAST! ):

hmm how sweet of him. i've done a video for him and he prepared for me lil cards to keep me company everyday and got a puzzle from him too. he really very sweet! (:

miss him so much and have a lot to talk to him about, like some friendship things, church things and maybe our things. hehehe!

hmm dun know wat to blog about already, but jux thinking tat why cant i keep my BFF wif me? we somehow lost touch, and went out without asking me? haiz i dun know, maybe thinking too much. but at least i have another BFF. hopefully nothing change and i dun wan to look for another anymore cos its not easy to find someone tat will make me smile and i can share anything wif.

well, shall stop here i guess? will upload photos next time i blog..... & i know i have a boring blog. (: bye peeps.

tmrtmrtmrtmrtmr!

thanks dear for everything!

I HEART YOU!

):

2009-08-17T15:44:00.002+08:00

well tis is the last week of school and the last problem already. time past so fast tat it seems like a blink. things are always changing, some to good some to bad. a lot of things has been going through my mind these few days. dun know wat to react, dun know wat to do and somehow felt so hopeless. i jux wan everything to be the way i wan it to be but its not. its not wat i wan. all i wan is jux happiness, friends around me to be happy cos i hate to see them sad. like how they hate to see their friends sad.

last problem, last week, last day of sem 1. changing class and stuff, i dun wan to change but somethings i cant control. and how i wish i can control it. IM SO GONNA MISS MY W45K & ALL THE FACIs NOW!

awwww, heart pain laaaa~!

learnt something from service ytd. though some of my friends missed it, its really a missed. after service, a lot of thoughts running on my mind. wonder if i can get back my happiness. dun know why suddenly feel so EMO! and God touch my heart ytd. and pastor said something tat make me think. and really think hard. DUN LET THE DEVIL TAKE AWAY YOUR HAPPINESS! and yes im gonna take it back from the devil.

michelle told me tat her happiness was stolen by devil and i told her tat the happiness is hers, nobody can take away, even if it took away, get it back cos it belongs to u. so im gonna help her to take it back! :D:D

hmm few more weeks to spend wif dear and he is going to army. i told myself tat im gonna be strong when he is not wif me. be strong BE strong BE STRONG JASMINE~! YES im goona be strong. never will i cry when im sad, never will i cos im strong wif God.

jux wan to be wif dear for the whole few weeks before he go in to army but i scare tat i might cry when the day he go in army. Sept 10 is the day he going in and is 2 days after our ANNIVERSARY! oh God! and im so not going to send him in cos i know i will cry and is CONFIRM! ):

but i know im sooooo gonna be strong and not cry. tis is somehow a test for our love. its a start for us and of cos theres more to come! (:

feel like meeting him later, hopefully can cos he is working and is so super tired. wan to spend more time wif him. last few weeeeeeeeeks!! ): i miss him laaaaa!

well, done wif the post after sooooo long! hahs! gonna go study my enterprise now and trying to get the mood to study, trying to get my brian to work and absorb the information!

i wan hug i wan hug i wan hug i wan hug i wan hug i wan hug
&i wan more hugsssssssssss!

hatesssss

2009-06-23T15:32:00.003+08:00

ARGH! I HATE COGNITIVE AND WILL NEVER NEVER LIKE IT! AND NEVER IN MY LIFE LA..

haiz so damn piss off wif the faci.
or should i say i piss off wif myself?
cos whenever i hate something i will show it out
so my fault i should say..
i cant control my emotionssss...
i jux hate myself for being like tat
nobody will like it anyways.

JASMINE CONTROL CONTROL CONTROL!
hopefully i can control... ):

pisssssssssssssssssssssss offffffffffffffffffffffffff laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

haiz....

okay~~ COOLING DOWN NOW...
(:

sorry darling michelle
make u so scare to ask questions.
):
i need hughug dear....):

woooooo~~!

2009-06-15T10:06:00.003+08:00

ARGH!!
dun know wat happen today!
im feeling so down suddely..... ):
can somebody help?
GOD~~!

boring day today though is my favorite module today
but i jux dun know y i am feeling like tat....
haix dun care me la..
i'll be alright....
hopefully ya? (:

today is tim birthday!
he dun know my blog but still....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIM!!
(:

alright since so long didnt update,
maybe can talk more in here..

actually im feeling lazy to type.
hahahaha~~!

ARGH! SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT~!

well blog tmr!! (:
tired and lazy..
sorry peeps....
or maybe nobody reading my blog..
but still, i will try to update more often now!

=D

i miss you my dear ):
i need u can? hmmmmmm.

bored

2009-01-17T11:39:00.003+08:00

well, bored of updating already!

haha bored of working too!

i wanna go back study! AND STUDY HARD!

i feel so disappointed wif myself bout my results.

but wat can i do? CRY??

no use.. cry for the whole day whole week,

ur results oso wont change..

y not jux face it?

im not saying anyone but im jux saying my feelings.

im surprised by myself cos when i got my results,

i saw wat i get, feels sad...

but i didnt cry on the spot..

im bearing it..............

and when i finally thinking of wat course to choose,

i cried.. i really cried..

but thank god i got dear wif me..

haha.. see him sad i will stop crying le..

hehe =P

well, already planned wat i wan..

now waiting for the posting results..

see where will i go..

and if is not wat i really really wan,

perhaps i will go study private dip..

no matter where i go..

i will rmb everyone!

yes and is EVERYONE!

from school from church from work

through friends de friends

or my good friends,

i will always rmb!

last but not least.....

i will definately rmb my fellow classmates!

5N1 IS THE BEST YTD, TODAY AND FOREVER!

no matter where we go..

we will rmb the times we enjoyed together!!

heee~!

ps.. i update le. haha.
psss... i miss dear=)
pssss.... i miss THAILAND!

Photos!!

2008-11-25T15:54:00.004+08:00

top of Merlion

mouth of Merlion

bby eaten by Shark!

butterfly!

in insects Kingdom

outside Merlion

below Merlion

way back to eat

e way to Palawan

Song of the Sea

=)

2008-11-25T15:39:00.003+08:00

hmm it have been 3 weeks since i finished my o lvl.

ya im very happy but den sad

cos i cant find work yet..

haix rotting at home is not very good haha..

wat i can do is send resume and pray hard

hahahahaha!

dun know how many weeks nv blog le..

lazy to blog haha..

kinda boring too...

but i have some happy things to say here..

hehe..

firstly i wanna thank bby for so chong me..

im very happy hehe.

the week tat my o lvl finish,

he brought me to Sentosa!

haha the place where im craving to go.

we took a lot of photos and had a lot of fun tgt.

although it is drizzling tat day,

but really wanna thank god for not raining heavily.

have faith and believe in Him=)

hmm i dun know wat to blog le haha..

will put photos up later!

thank you god and bby

love love<3

happy!

2008-11-06T18:26:00.001+08:00

yes! 2 more papers 1 more week to gooooooo!
yipeeeee!
o lvl gonna finish!!
wahahahahhaha so HAPPY~!

yes yes!
gonna plan wat to do after o lvl le.. haha
actually now at home nth to do..
like rotting le leh!
i need to do something!
shopping or wat oso can!
jux dun put me at home WHOLE day!
i'll be CRAZY~~~!

next week gonna go SENTOSA!
yes craving for there! hehe^^
and oso next week is my PROM~!
gonna ta ban ta ban ^^

hmm gonna find work too.
cant always get money from my mum
and hua bby de money
his hard earn money too..
心疼他！

hehe~! i miss bby bby XD

:)

2008-10-30T14:51:00.003+08:00

well well..

im back to blog..haha
so long didnt blog ppl see le confirm sian wan

hmmm wat to leh??

ok im still in the mist of my O lvl..

ENDING SOOOON!

happy happy! but......

when is the day for results.... den DIE!!

wahahaha!

but no worries i can do well ya? hahah

hmm actually so long didnt blog le..

i oso dun know wat to write..

haha

so many things have changed

wat past is past..

we cant go back..

look ahead of me and my future is in His hand..

God.. where should i go?

HELP MEEEE~!

haha!

DEDE~! i update le!! hahaha

edward! i wanna watch TWILIGHT~!

me and bby xD

i edited. nice?(:

2008-04-28T16:39:00.002+08:00

last week thursday had chinese oral! so difficult! haix!!

shorter and shorter blog le..hahha

sad): happy(:

WATEVER!!

today had english mid year paper..

jux hate the place where in sitting at..

make me having stuip flu now):

i jux dun wan to be sick!

argh!

dear im sorry.

i cried.

i dun know y.

sorry.

i jux miss u):

2008-04-19T16:35:00.001+08:00

sat! a day for me and dear.. but he busy!!! sad):
after my tutorials, went to orchard to help millie's school wif the youth eco concert..
had fun and took some photos!
=D
actually only 2 pics..hahaha

look blur
kelly!

2008-04-18T16:31:00.000+08:00

had sports day in school.. very slack and boring day!

tou pai by bing

2008-04-10T17:00:00.000+08:00

bo liao de me

lesser and lesser photo):

2008-04-10T16:48:00.000+08:00

went for concert at EXPO!

its PLANETSHAKERS!

for those who dun know them den its ok..

haha(:

it started quite late and ended quite late..

before meeting wif the rest at expo

i went to dear house and meet him first..

waited for him down stairs

bored so took some boring pics.

not bad too so jux kept it(:

after tat went to expo and met up wif them

there got.............

millie gary veron clara wei cheng jun hui jasmine my dear and me..

shi jie shang wei se me you na me duo ren jiao Jasmine?

haha!

enjoyed the whole concert(:

went home wif veron and clara(:

i miss dear

2008-04-08T22:50:00.001+08:00

photoS!

<3 only him!

2008-04-08T22:50:00.000+08:00

Happy happy! today is our ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

hmm im still working on the present tat wanna give dear.

hehex ^_^

dun know he like it not..

hope he will LOVE it!! hehexx

and hope he wont mind tat i will be giving him late..

): sorry my dear

cos i haven finish working on it..

dui bu qi!!

TODAY and YES today!!!!!

we finally reached our ONE YEAR ANNIVERDSARY!

lets wait for our 2 years, 3 years and

the rest of my life is in ur hand^^

im so blessed to have dear wif me..

i nv regret being wif him even though we quarrel

so much last time):

but i really wanna thank GOD for him..

i had throw away my old self and now im new me..

the old me is the girl who dun talk and very shy..

now i am changed!

hate my old self and love the new me<3

hmm after our anniversary, will be dear's birthday!

i wan to celebrate wif dear but...

its my 'O' Lvl chinese paper): sad!

but nvm! perhaps after tat lor..hahahaha!

i already tot of wat to get for him. hee^^

hope dear will love the 'special' presents.(:

well jux now went to watch movie at Orchard.

hehe^_^

the movie is about crocodile de..haha

rouge crocodile.. tats the name..

tats oso the very first movie tat we watch.

eh i mean bout the same.

both bout crocodile de..haha

so qiao hor..haha=D

so we planned to watch tat..

after watching movie dear send me home..

so happy cos can spend more time wif him..hehe

took photo too.. haha.

but i look chou chou):

hmm gonna stop here!

happy happy day for us!

dear: im so blessed to be wif u.

u are jux like part of my life.

i love u many many.

but God more.hee^^

i miss u so much

tat i cant sleep w/o ur hugs.

dear! happy ONE year anniversary!

love u more and more each day<3

2008-04-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

jux another normal sunday for me.. had our teacher training at church office.. had our lunch there..
\
we ate pizza hut! yummy yummy!

after our tranning... i went PS to look for dear.. had our dinner and went home after tat.. didnt really spend time wif dear..

im sorry .. cos we got trainning so ya.. i will jia bei give u the time de.. hee! i miss you dear!

well today kinda lazy.. haix):

short post today!!

i miss you<3

last week of march

2008-03-30T22:07:00.002+08:00

hmm today is last second day of march and april is coming.. today is Adeline's birthday!

let me sing a song for her.. hehe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADELINE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!

may all ur wishes come true! hehe.. have a blessed birthday!

and yes 1 more thing... tmr dear coming back from school camp le.. hehe.. finally the day has come.. waited for sooooo long.. hehe!

yeah!
hughug!
dear miss miss u..
hee^^
esp ur hugs!=D

misses!!

2008-03-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

oh.. today is tuesday... and dear is in school de camp le.. so sian.. i miss dear so much.. sad sad.. cant talk to him at night fir 1 week..

dear will only be back next monday and is evening time.. cant meet wif him oso cos he will be very tired.. poor him..

well.. tis is the last week of march le.. april is coming.. see time past so fast.. me and dear going to one year le..

haha.. now counting down to our one year anniversary.. hehe..

well all i wan say is i miss him.. hehe.. dear must take care oh.. rmb to drink more water and rest well.. my poor dear.. one week camp... SO LONG!!

haha.. okay ba.. shall stop here! hee^^

dear..
miss u
miss u
miss u
^^ hee!!

Good Friday!

2008-03-21T21:41:00.000+08:00

yeah! its good friday! today is our Youth Concert day! yea is finally here! we waited very long for this day to come and is finally here!! wahahaha!

today is the day tat Jesus died for us.. hmm.. he death is to save us from our sins.. we must thank God for His sacrifice!

well.. jux now morning went to church office to help them out wif the packing and we reached YMCA at 12.30pm..

after reaching there, we helped to set up and everything.. there's 140 sits altogether.. haha.. quite a nice place though...

den after the set up and everything.. the worship team ppl start their last practise before the actual performance start..

and im in-charge of the lightings.. the lights need to be adjusted at both ends of the place and i cant do it on my own.. so i found a good helper to help me.. hehe

but in the end got bullied by me cos i force him to change place wif me as i wan to stand wif dear.. hehe.. so sad got bullied by me.. hehe

when the concert start.. we were all so high and all were like jumping from left to right and right to left.. haha..

it was so tiring but worth it cos we did tis for God and not for ourselves.. although the worship team, logistics ppl and the rest of the youth and adults were very tired after everything.. but we still think is worth it.. right right?? hehe!!

well.. after the concert.. some of the youth went to play CS if im not wrong and the rest of the youth including me went to eat ice cream at Ben and Jerry..

the ice cream there was nice but some how i think is too sweet and not all the ice cream taste nice.. but most of it is very nice.. hehe

well.. tired for the whole day and is time for a good rest.. shall stop here and continue again.. take cares everyone!

dear i miss u.
love u more and more
every single day!

sunday!

2008-03-16T21:25:00.000+08:00

hoho.. today is sunday! let us rejoice! hmm today our service is at cathy cineplex.. as usual.. before our service we will have modular class..

today im taking care of the children and today is watching movie wif them.. hehe!! we were watching HORTON!

a funny and touching show.. very nice.. should watch.. hmm shouldn't say should watch.. is must watch..haha really very nice..hehe

the show is bout an elephant talking to a spect.. and he believe tat there are ppl living in the spect as he can hear them.. so he went around telling other animals tat there are ppl living in a spect.. but nobody believe him and think he's crazy.. but indeed there are ppl in there.. haha..

i wont continue.. cos must go see!! hehe.. well i give 5 stars to the movie.. hehe.. is really very nice..

well after tat we went to eat lunch den shop around.. like wat we does every sunday.. haha.. shop till nothing to shop le den went home..

hmm how i wish we have a place for us to stay at after service as we dun know where to go already... really miss our place at South Bridge Road..

well.. i dun know wat to write oso le.. hmm should end here ba.. take care everyone.. nitey!

dear i miss you
hug hug..
heeee^^

17th birthday!

2008-03-09T20:32:00.001+08:00

yeahz! its 9 MARCH! its my birthday! lets celebrate! hee.. well today is sunday.. actually is a busy day..

before service we had lesson.. after tat got teachers meeting.. planning on when is our next training date. hmm after tat went to eat lunch..

after eating our lunch, as usual, we will shop around MS.. till a time and all youth met up and going to a cute baby house.. its christian's house.

haha.. he is really very very cute.. haha.. cute till dun know how to describe him.hehe

we went to his house to have BBQ! wow.. ate a lot today.. gonna gain weight le.. sobx sobx.. i dun wan to be fat fat! hee

hmm den after the BBQ we went home.. and dear sent me home.. hehe.. so happy tat dear sent me home.. thankx dear!^^

well actually tat a summary of my birthday.. there's a lot of things happen in between everything..

morning service tat time.. my sis called me and told me tat something happen at home.. i dun wanna go into it as it will affect me..

well.. i wanted to cry but i dun wanna let anyone know.. only ling know wat happen.. when service was ending, i really cant take it le.. half way singing i ran to toilet and cry..

haix.. perhaps tis is my worst birthday i ever got ba.. really dun like it.. bad things happened on my birthday..

well on the way to christian's house tat time, i cried again.. i really very worried bout my families. i dun wan anything to happen to them..

wat can i do? all i can do is jux leave everything to God and believe tat my families will be alright..

well.. dun wanna talk bout unhappy thing.. its my birthday! i must be happy ya.. haha

thankx for all the presents! especially dear de..hehe^^

thankx for cheering me up.

i miss u dear!

thanks!

hee^^

me veron and millie!

satay!

the guys!

second day

2008-03-02T19:43:00.000+08:00

well today is 2March! its SUNDAY! let's celebrate.. haha.. actually is like a normal day for me.. weekends past so fast.. its jux like "snap" its monday le..

hmm morning went to service at Suntec.. reach there around 9.20am to 9.30am.. cos morning we had Dicipleship class..

its a good lesson for us.. hmm after the lesson.. we went to had our service at room 325 which is jux beside.. today service a bit diff from normal day..

maybe cos our YOUTH CONCERT is coming! PRAISE EXPLOSION! anyone can come infact everyone are invited! wanna join us? haha.. dinner provided oh^^

well today after service.. we had our usual lunch at MS food court.. is like every sunday we will be at there eating.. haha.. the food there is nice but is getting boring!

before we went for our lunch, they give a surpise for ppl whose birthday is on March.. which is Ade, Han Rong and me.. haha

they sang birthday song for us and took some photos.. hmm i look so ugly lor. haha.. den after tat we went to have our lunch..

okay.. after eating lunch bout 3 plus plus.. most youth say wanna go play CS and some where near PS.. so we took bus from Esplanade there to PS..

reach there bout 4 plus i think.. den they started playing.. there are 13 of us but only 11 played CS.. left mille and me sitting at there looking to them playing..

wow.. they play for like 2 plus hour? very long.. i sit there oso very tired.. haha.. cos im not playing.. by looking i'll feel more tired den them ya.. haha

den after tat millie and me went to PS first cos i wanna go toilet as the toilet there is very DIRTY! and scary..haha

well after reachin PS.. millie asked me whether wanna eat SUSHI not den i said i long time didnt eat.. she oso... haha

so we went up to iciban(??) sushi and we bought 3. i ate 1 and she ate 1 too.. left 1 we share. haha..

after finishin our sushi.. the rest of them said they finished playing CS le.. already on the way to find us..

actually tat time we planning to eat sushi as dinner but not enough money.. sobx.. kind of disappointed? haha.. i dun know..

after tat went to food court to have our dinner and i share wif millie as i couldnt finished all.. so ya..

after eating den we went home le... another day jux past.. everything is jux too fast!

okay la.. i shall stop here le..haha! takecare everyone~! and happy birthday to those whose birthday is in march! MAY ALL WISHES COME TRUE~!

i love u more and more

each day!

march YES!

2008-03-01T19:36:00.000+08:00

YEA is much le.. haha.. its getting closer and closer to my BIRTHDAY!! waH hahahaha!! today is the first day of march..

morning had CIP.. we met in school den after tat went to block nearby to collect newspaper.. very tiring and its a raining day..

didnt went out wif dear after tat cos dear having something on in school so ya.. cant go out oso.. hmm den stayed at home whole day..

doing some work while the time past.. haha.. actually nothing much to say today cos like nv do much things today so ya.. haha..

maybe this will be a short post for today ba.. haha.. anything i've missed will be talk in next blog.. haha..

well all i know is im tired and muscle is painful cos of those heavy newpapers! haha.. alright everyone take care!

nitex!! sweetest dreams tonight!

dear i miss u

must takecare oh.

4years 1 time

2008-02-29T18:44:00.001+08:00

yup yup.. today is 29Feb which happens only once in 4 years.. those ppl whose birthday is today, me here wish them happy birthday ba.. hee..

well jux now after school den went back home.. school is getting more stress.. my F&N coursework have to rush and rush!

so tired everyday and there's sooooo much work to do.. 'O' level.. there's no choice on doing work or not..

well ok.. after reaching home not long.. i went out to find dear and go out.. met him at otram(dun know how to spell) and we went to Vivo. haha..

i love going Vivo cos of the view.. its so nice.. haha! and romantic too^^..

at first wanna go watch P.S I LOVE YOU de.. but the show finished le.. no more showing there le.. sobx. kind of sad. cos i wanna watch it.. haha..

well after tat little disappointment.. we went to eat our dinner at Carl's junior.. hee^^ its so nice.. im addicted to it le.. how??

haha.. the drinks is free flow de.. so u can drink as much as u can.. haha.. last time KFC oso have free flow of drinks but now no more le.. now McDonals and KFC have free flow of tissues and sauces.. haha..

okay.. after our dinner.. we went up to the rooftop there.. and there the place where i like most.. hee.. so nice lor.. imagine ur husband propose to u at there.. isnt it ROMANTIC? haha

we went up there to find a place to sit down and we chat awhile till 10 plus i think.. den when we planning to go home.. guess wat we saw?! we saw a guy propose to his future wife!!

ROMANTIC ya?! haha.. ppl around them were looking at them including us.. haha.. he sang a love song to her and after he propose, he shouted:"YES! SHE AGREED!" *clapclap*

haha.. nice one but if i were her, i wont want him to propose to me in the public.. cos i will feel shy =P haha.. but is real lor..haha..

i would rather only two of us and he propose to me.. so tat if i cry, i will not like give ppl see i crying.. haha..

got ppl ask me how i wan him to propose to me.. and guess wat i say.. haha.. actually i said something tat we cant do in Singapore! haha

i said tat i wan him to bring me to a quiet place and no trees around it. is like sitting at a grass patch and when he going to propose to me, behind him will have FIREWORKS which says "WILL YOU MARRY ME?" haha..

imagine u were in tis person's shoe.. wont u think tis will be the most happiest day in ur life? and it's so memorable..

but sad thing is.. singapore cant do tis kind of things.. haha..

oh well.. talk so much le.. have to come to a stop.. cos im gonna sleep le.. haha! nitex everyone! have a sweet dreams!

dear, nice hor?

hee^^

i mean at Vivo wan.

miss u!

sick?

2008-02-25T20:22:00.002+08:00

Flu Flu, GO AWAY! Dun ever come back to me anymore! ARGH! im so tired and sick now! so xin ku wan. I hate flu!!

hmm today didnt really talk or msg wif dear cos he busy with his work in school.. feeling so sian now lor..

so fast.. today is the last week of February.. next week is march le.. and and and! YES! my birthday coming! haha. but on tat day i have training.. cant go out shopping long long.. haha

nvm its ok to. hehe.. cos after my 'o's, i can do wat i wan le.. hahaha! dye hair la, go work la, shopping la, and many more la.. hehe..

well.. i now still working on my work.. cos jux now very sick so went slept awhile.. my mum say im having fever.. but i dun know.. cos i dun feel anything. haha

well no worries! will be well by tmr! YES AND AMEN! hee..

hmm so many things happen.. ppl happy ppl sad.. babies born ppl die.. too many things happen le.. and tis called life..

in a person's life, anything can happen.. no matter is happy or sad.. feel xin fu or isolated.. being hate and being hurt.. so many things.. but in my life, im the most happy wan.. cos i know God and dear.. and all the friends of mine..=D

well.. last week jux went to see CJ7.. is really a very nice show! must watch must watch! now i wanna watch P.S I LOVE YOU! hehe

hmm ok la.. try to blog when i got time! hee! take care everyone!

dearie i miss u.
must takecare oh!
hugs!

1 years old le

2008-02-14T21:53:00.003+08:00

happy valetine's day to everyone and of cos to my dear laogong. hee! well my blog is 1 years old le.. haha.. i started tis blog last year..

when i start tis blog, i was feeling sad cos cant celebrate wif the one i like.. but today, im very very happy! cos i can celebrate wif my laogong.. hehe..

he specially came to my house and pass me the gift jux now.. im so touch by the things he done for me.. so sweet of him.. haha

i nv had chance to celebrate valentine's day and tis is the first time oh.. hehe..

wif the help of my dede (HL).. he manage to surprise me wif these gift.. haha.. i was so surprise to see him standing outside my house.. haha..

well today is valentine's day and is oso the starting of my common test.. haha.. stress la.. today is english paper.. tmr is SS..

i took 1 photo of the gift dear gave me..haha later shall let u all see.. its very very nice and cute.. ehe.. thank you dear.. muackx!

well i have to stop le.. cos i need to continue on my coursework which is due next friday! so fast lor..

hmm shall post again next time! yeah tmr can go out wif dear le.. hehe!XD

dear thank you.

muackx

love u always.

sorry dear

nv buy anything for u.

sorry.

always missing u!

LG<3lp

nice nice!

CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2008-02-06T18:51:00.000+08:00

YES YES! going chinese new year le! so happy! waiting for this day for very long le.. cos can wear new clothes and new shoes! YEAH!

haha.. now still got some time to blog cos haven eat dinner.. but think going eat soon le.. hmm quite sian now cos nth to do.. den still need do home work..

hmm jux now went down to salon to make my hair nice nice.. haha.. i curled it.. last year think nv make my hair.. so tis year go make..

hehe! later put the pics here to let u all see ya! hee^^

hmm jux now something sad happen.. my sis still quarrel wif my mum.. den my sis asked her whether my mum wanna eat pizza not but my mum say no!

den after tat i went down wif my mum.. when i come back.. i saw the pizza.. as u all know.. i very "tan chi" wan so i asked her whether can eat not..

den she say can eat.. but i saw her crying.. haiz.. althought she very bad sometimes but she still my sis.. heart pain to see her like tat..

i really dun know wat to do.. hope she can be good to my mum and my mum will not angry wif her anymore..=)

hmm ok la.. dun wanna talk bout sad things le.. now lets talk bout HAPPY THINGS!!!

yes! its new year eve! haha.. got hong bao take le.. yes yes yes!!!!! hee!!

alright. going eat dinner le.. see u all again! misssssssss EVERYONE!!

dear dear!

its CHINESE NEW YEAR!

lets celebrate!

misssss you!

muackx!

*HUGS*

side view

nice?

tiring

2008-02-02T17:37:00.000+08:00

ytd was another tiring day out... morning went to wodland stadium and have our annual X country.. ran round woodland area..

nobody know wat we did.. haha.. we were all the way cutting short cut back to the stadium.. dun think using short cut we will win.. in stead we were like the last few to reach the stadium..

haha.. on our way back we saw VP.. she keep asking us to run but we ignore her and jux walk.. haha.. we very bad right =D

hmm den after the X country.. we went to causeway point to eat lunch.. we ate LJS... haha.. den after tat we planning to go visit sean as he is hospitalised.. my poor bro..

visited him for awhile den we all went home as all of us was very very tired.. of cos i oso very tired.. but im not going home.. haha

after separating from my friends.. i went to kallang to meet wif dear millie and gary to the kallang new shopping center.. MEGA ENTERTAINMENT! haha

a very big place.. but quite a number of shops is still not open.. so we jux walk around and see wats nice to see? haha..

after walking awhile... gary went to buy some clothes for new year i think.. haha.. he bought a strip tee and a 3/4 pant.. haha..

millie paid for him.. so good hor.. haha.. how i wish i could buy one for dear too.. but den now no money.. haix! (sorry dear)

after tat we walk to the third floor i think to have our dinner at KFC! haha... we ate quite a lot.. all of us were so full.. haha

the time zone is jux beside it so after eating we went to play some games.. hmm not some i think.. is jux one game.. haha

when playing.. millie and gary were playing very happy.. den dear and me oso got play but we lose.. haix..

when they were still playing.. we stand behind them and see.. den i was thinking.. y am i so lousy? haix.. i dun know wat im thinking but jux suddenly think of tat.. dun ask me y cos i dun know............

after everything.. we went to take a shuttle bus from there to bedok MRT.. den from there.. dear and millie pei me take 168 go home..

but they alight at their house and i took all the way back woodland.. when reach woodland is already 10 plus plus going 11..

so late.. so tired.. whole day standing and walking.. haha.. den after shower talk to dear den go sleep le..

so tired tat i wake up around 1030 to 11 like tat.. tot today going out to meet millie den meet dear.. but after tat all cancel =( haix..(emo)

so now at here writing blog.. so sian.. i dun like staying at home... i will have bad mood wan.. i oso dun know why.. perhaps is nobody understand me?

haix.. hate it when my UNCLE is at home!!!! i dun like him.. haix.. can he jux get out of my SIGHT!!!

haix really no mood now.. sorry everyone.. sorry dear.. shall stop here le.. write again when got time..

TIME IS PASSING FAST! =(

dear sorry bout ytd.

haix.

bad dream. bad day.

i miss u.

last day

2008-01-31T22:34:00.000+08:00

well well.. today is the last day of JANUARY.

few hours more will be FEBUARY le.

see. time is passing like nobody business..

starting of school busy till now...

stupid study session make me so dam tired..

tuesday and thursday go home at 5.30..

only friday and wednesday can go home early.

at least got 2 day rest.. hehe.

well tmr is X country day.

tis year not at the dun know where and

oso not at turf city...

and and and.. u know where?

is at our BORING WOODLAND!

oh man... is so bored lor..

i rather at dun know where or turf city

then at woodland..

there no place to run..

haix but no matter wat still have to run..

anyway im not planning to run.

hah walk again.!

hmm time past so fast!

so many things happened..

happy and sad things.

but mostly is happy things! haha

i miss dear dear lots..

wan faster faster see him..hee>.<

alright.. shall stop here..

will continue again!

takecares!!

photos updated! haha! enjoy oh^^

AiAi. wo hao xiang ni oh.

muackx.

*bao bao*

touching sun

reflect

shu hui bday

family>.<

=))

2008-01-20T19:44:00.000+08:00

wow! so fast today is the last day of 3 week.. hmm jux came back home.. jux now went to MS to eat lunch after service.. den after tat the guys and some girls went to play CS..

haha.. so tired today.. ytd went out wif dear and after tat meet wif veron all to go shopping! YES i bought a shirt and it cost $33..

and after the shopping, today morning i went to check how much i left im my bank and u know wat!!! i only left $24!!!!

OH MY! i spend too much le.. and ya before went to meet wif them, me and dear went to bugis as i wanna see bag and se books..

after tat dear ask me wanna see phone not cos my phone is spoiled so ya.. and of cos la.. i went to see phone and know wat!

the phone i like is on PROMOTIONS! after tat we went to queue up and take a number to get my lovely phone..

its a long waiting time so we went to eat.. den went back to buy my phone.. haha..

after all the shopping.. im broke now~!! oh my!

hmm but i think is worth it cos its things tat can last at least some time.. HEHE!!

so happy to get a new phone! some more i can take lots of photo le! confirm very very happy.. hehe!

hmm i dun know i got time to talk more not as i need to rush on my work! lolx!

so tired.. dun feel like doing at all.... =X hehe

ok la.. shall stop here. got time den will update.. sorry wor. hehe!!
take care everyone!

laogong thanks so much!

muackz! love u lots!

happy new year!

2008-01-02T20:03:00.000+08:00

HAppY New YEAr to all!! This is the first first blog in 2008! haha! yes got a new resolutions to make..hehe..

very simple resolution for me.. wanna know God more N more! and I jux wanna be wif dear dear always! happy always! have more money to buy more things and do well for my 'O' level tis year!

wats yours? haha! new year new day for everyone of us.. pray that everyone will be happy ya..

hmm now let me go in to some topic.. heeX

On new year day.. we went to esplanade to see fireworks wif church friends.. and is very very squeezy there.. got no space for u to turn around..

we first walked to esplanade but after tat went to sit at the staircase outside marina square.. know where? haha is somewhere near mac..

so we jux find a place and sit on the floor.. some play PSP some play poker jux wasting time.. haha..

den got one time i wanna go toilet.. den it was like no space for me to walk! and is really no space lor.. sooooooo cramp!!!!

hmm dun say when im coming back.. its even no space to walk! but still, we manage to get back..haha..

ok so we continue to wait till 12 and there's FIREWORKS!! WOW is sooooo nice lor.. haha.. so happy to see FIREWORKS! hehe..

i got the video.. see later can put not..hehe!! alright shall stop here le!! im so dam tired!! haha.. takecares everyone! (ps tried put video but failed.)

dear i miss u..muackx!

*ourjourneycontinues*

last day of 2007!

2007-12-31T17:39:00.000+08:00

me and dear dear!

dear and me!

ling na and me!

guess who is tis?

me and na!

glitter-graphics.com

yeah! Today is the last day of 2007! Tmr will be a new year and a new beginning! Pray tat everyone will bw happy and blessed!

Yea! Later going out wif dear and church friends to celebrate NEW YEARS DAY!!

New year new resolution.. my resolution will be...... haha! wont tell u :P

alright new year new beginning.. must be happy! look ahead and dun look back! "This is the day the LORD has made!"

haha.. tats wat pastor amos always say to us!! ok ba.. think shall stop here le.. cos i going out..hehe!

dear must be happy oh..
MUACKX!

okay

2007-12-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

okay im finally back here to blog.. as usual im busy so didnt blog.. haha.. tis week is CHRISTMAS week.. belated MERRY CHRISTMAS to all..

hmm last week got my results for n lvl.. i dun know why i dun really felt happy at all.. can go sec 5 can le.. but.... lolx i dun know how to say!!

well wat past is past.. like wat dear says.. can go sec5 can le.. happy ya?

hmm CHRISTMAS is JESUS's birthday and yet ppl celebrate it jux for themselves to enjoy the holidays.. did anyone really knows its JESUS's birthday, espeacially the unbelievers?

well actually i dun know wat to blog le.. got many things to blog but i forget le.. im so blur.. lolx.. nvm when i rmb le den blog.. haha!

takecares everyone!

我不能没有你，因为我已习惯有你在我身边。
答应我你不会离开我。

2007-12-14T20:16:00.000+08:00

few days already past.. wonder why time past so fast.. tis few days didnt blog not cos i lazy.. is cos im busy planning some event on the 20th Dec..

an outing to Sentosa! Anyone who is interested can come join us for FREE! haha.. i promise everybody will have fun tat day!!

yeah! so happy cos can go Sentosa le.. when im working, i kept thinking when can go Sentosa again.. and now is here!! haha!

tis few days took quite a number of pics too.. hehex.. dun laugh if its not nice.. lolX!

ytd went to Bishan Library wif dear HB HL and Chynna to discuss bout the event thingy.. after tat we went to eat and went home..

dear didnt send me home cos wanna go home and watch TV.. haha! its ok de.. i dun mind.. hehe..

hmm jux now went to HHC de office to find Pastor Oon.. we waited very long for him and while waiting, we were talking to Veron.. haha..

had some fun there and after Pastor reached office.. we went to PS de LJS to eat as we haven eat anything since morning..

after tat went to Bugis to buy things tat are needed for the event.. i dun know how much altogether but i know its a lot..

im so tired today.. can say is we walked almost half the day.. from Dhodby to Bugis and to City Hall den took train back home.. huuuuu is a long long day!

MONDAY IS OUR BIG BIG DAY!! so scare cos results is coming out! OMG!!

*pray tat i will get good result and wont disappoint anyone who loves me. in the name of JESUS. AMEN*

alright gonna stop here today! will continue again!

dear im sorry. very very sorry. :'(

PHOTOSSSSSS

2007-12-10T15:25:00.000+08:00

PHOTO TIME!!

outside W&Fposing
me & naLG& LP
smile
me&YT
Dedeling&dedejas
hee
eating caketwist

LOVE THEM LOTS<3

Dec's Blog

2007-12-10T15:15:00.000+08:00

haha im back to blog le and my blogskin have change le!! YEAH!! tis blogskin is my dear dear de effort oh.. THANK YOU DEAR! MUACKX!

well well well.. last blog was my first nov blog.. and now is dec first blog.. can see tat i very long didnt really blog le..

haha.. cos lappy is wif dear dear tats y lor.. many thing happen during tis period tat i didnt blog..

3 weeks ago de sunday was our last sunday in WORD AND FAITH CHURCH.. i really miss the time i have at WORD AND FAITH! those happy times we had together and everything..

2 weeks ago de sunday is our first day merging wif HIS HARVEST CHURCH! Pastor Amos is a funny pastor.. Pastor Oon too!! haha!

And and and.. Last week is our secone service wif HHC but is the first time having service at Suntec Convection Hall..

it's oso the first time i join the children service at room 322.. Adult service is at room 325! dear dear help them up wif the set up and sound..

and ytd we were at room 2o1 and children service is at 202.. yup.. and today i didnt join the children service cos ling(dede) and huibin went in to observe them..

really had a lot of fun at the children service.. those children were all SOOOO CUTE!! haha!!

i LOVE children a lot!! next time wanna have a lot a lot of children!! XD

hmm sat was our 8th month together! so fast wor.. haha.. and im very happy to have dear dear by my side!

and dear dear did something tat really touches my heart SOO much tat i cried.. dear dear help me do tis blogskin i already very happy and touch..

cos he is the first who did tis for me.. and he created a blog jux only for me and nobody can see except me..

sat he show it to me.. at first i didnt cry cos im keeping my tesrs.. when i start to read the blog.. i cant help it cos too touch le.. so i jux cry..

dear say me silly lor.. ;( but nvm.. hee.. i silly got silly de face ma right right? hehe!!

den i read all the post tat he posted.. i cry so much.. haha.. cos i use finished a packet of tissues! =X

a lot right? haha.. but in really really very touch.. thank you dear.. LOVE YOU! MMMUACKX!

dear,
thank you for the poem,
the blogskin,
and the blog for us..
i really love it a lot..
i wanna say.....
Dear thank you!
I Love YOU ALWAYS!

nov first blog

2007-11-18T18:07:00.000+08:00

such a loooooooooong time i didnt come and blog le.. today is sunday.. haha. last few weeks my lappy is not wif me.. so got a lot of things cannot write here..

today im preaching after service.. at first im so nervous.. but got dear de support.. not only him.. also God.. after tat im still nervous but not tat nervous..haha

hmmm.. thursday was my first month working at BCS.. its a tiring job i ever done lor.. thinking tat tmr is monday and gonna work again i very sian.. haha

but no choice la.. have to work.. SOBX SOBX!!

tmr is monday and is a new week.. hope everyone will b enjoying the week ba.. HEEX!!

i dun know wat to say le.. cos all forget le.. haha.. nvm la.. when got time and i rmb wat i wanna say den will be back here..

bye!!

all i wanna say is thank you dear..
i'll love u always and ever!
thank God^^

first day

2007-10-15T22:13:00.000+08:00

haha.. today is my first day of work.. is a bit bored but still.. is a good job.. has a good pay and only have to key in the account number and the amount..

see good right.. haha.. but eyes very tiring.. cos have to look at the computer from morning till night.. very long..

break time is 1 hour.. ok la.. still not bad.. but den today i eat alone lor.. so sian..

but lucky i know some new friends.. den can eat wif them.. haha.. not a bad job either..

tmr starting work at 9.30am.. till 7++.. have to look at the computer very long again.. my eyes now is very tired.. going to close soon le..

hahaha... first day of work.. hmm hai hao.. not very bad.. but den im working alone.. although is wif ling, bing, lan and jing.. but den im alone..

ling and bing is at the same department.. which is handling POSB.. lan and jing is at the same too.. which is handling DBS banking.. and only left me alone..

tats y im alone working at the department of OCBC banking.. haha.. dun have my own place to sit yet...

dun know wan to bring my cup to office tmr or not..haha.. ahya dun care first..wah hahahaha!!

hmm ok la.. gonna go le.. very tired.. haha.. nitez everyone!! =D

dear i miss you..
dear must take care kk..
*worrying*

finished!

2007-10-11T16:44:00.000+08:00

at the garden
at toilet
vivo!
i love tis sunset<3

finally finished with my N level le.. dun know is happy or sad.. haix.. actually today gonna go out buy clothes with ling all de.. buy it for monday work.. anyway.. monday start work.. happy?

i dun know im happy now or im sad now.. haiz.. mixed up mood now.. wat to do!!!

i so tired tis few days.. wake up early den go out.. monday after my last paper.. with ling they all went to VIVO to walk awhile.. is very tiring.. tuesday went out with ling, bing, ping, jing and me..

actually wanna go VIVO oso.. but den very far.. den change to CTIY HALL.. haha.. same thing.. we went shop shop for very long.. den very tired oso..

ytd went to tampines to find job at KELLY SERVICE.. very fast de.. jux write particulars and the job u wanna work.. den can get the job le..

my job is at toa payoh.. still need take bus de.. dun know wat number oso.. haha.. forget le..

the pay quite high.. not bad oso.. at least i got a stable job and a stable pay.. is a office work.. the person say is a boring job... but i dun mind.. cos earn a lot lor.. haha..

den now.. stay at home doing nothing.. dun know wats my mood is now.. haix.. tired la.. wanna go sleep.. haha..

okay.. monday start work.. hope can be a good job ba.. JIA YOU!!

why bad things always happen when we dun wan it to happen?
why ppl dun have the faith in God?
why ppl always blame God first before they blame themselves?

i miss you dear ):

TiReD!

2007-10-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

another day had past jux like tat.. today im having N LVL math paper 2.. is quite easy.. and is easy den paper1..

haiz.. i dun know wat happen to me oso.. tis few days keep feeling very giddy.. and is very very giddy.. ytd when i reach home.. i nearly fell down outside my door..

i really cant stand tis feeling.. after tat time de sickness.. which i got fever tat almost reach 40degree.. i have been feeling giddy..):

haix.. im very tried now.. very very tired.. tmr im not having any paper.. got extra time to study my F&N paper..

hope im doing well for my N LVL ba.. i dun wan to let anybody feels disappointed.. esp dear and my parents.. they really put a lot of hope on me..

im feeling very stress up sometimes.. but i dun know why.. ppl keep saying tat i dun look stress at all.. i still can sleep and play game..?

am i really tat good to hide my stress away from ppl tat they oso cant see tat im very very stress?????? HAIZ!!

actually im feeling giddy now.. no mood to post anything here.. but i feel like blogging.. oso dun know why.. having a mix feeling now..

im tired.. but dun wan to sleep.. is not cant sleep.. but jux dun feel like sleeping.. can anyone tel me wat i can do????? haix!!

STRESS AHHH!!!!! ANYONE HELP?!?!?!?!?

things tat i rmb means i treasure.. things tat i dun rmb doesnt mean i dun treasure.. i treasure every single thing.. u know??? i dun know wat i can do now )':

IM SO STRESSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )':
i miss you
i need you

sick sick sick:(

2007-09-19T18:44:00.000+08:00

haiz.. having sore throat now.. so pain so xin ku.. so mei liang xin de.. haiz..

nvm la.. forget it.. i hate being sick.. the feeling not good de lor.. hope im ok by tmr ba..

n lvl coming.. cannot dun go school.. but if i go i'll be xin ku like now! haiz i dun know la..

so ming ku de!! sobx! drink so much water le.. till going vomit le lor...

didnt eat much today although i feeling hungry.. no mood to eat la..haiz!!

forget it.. gonna rest le.. cant really blog today.. sian..

take care everyone! byebye!!

i miss you..

ANGRY!

2007-09-15T14:05:00.000+08:00

ARGH! I HATE HIM!! HE BROKE MY KEYCHAIN INTO HALF!

another ordinary day

2007-09-15T12:00:00.000+08:00

yo! back to here again.. dun know when was the last blog i blog.. im super duper tired now.. although i jux wake up..

tis whole week didnt really talk or msg dear.. cos he having camp in school.. sad lor.. den tmr is sunday.. dun know got work or not..

some more tis whole week i having gastric pain.. cannnot walk too fast or eat too much.. sobx.. den in school got tons of work to do!

2 more weeks to n lvl le.. why so fast wor... cannot slow down wan meh.. haix!

i dun like staying at home.. nothing to do de.. i wanna go out.. but dun know where to go!! ahhhh!! some more got so many hw.. how to go out..

now is 12.05pm.. today is total defence day.. the alarm jux rang.. haha..

sad ahhhhh!! lucky later going to church.. if not i will bored till die at home! muhahaha!!

im so hungry now oso.. haix! my mum keep saying there will be tsunami again.. den keep ask me not to go beach places..

haix!!! im sick and tired of hearing tat again and again!!

i know is for my own good.. but no need keep repeating de ma.. i hate ppl nag nag nag lor!!

haiz.. today no mood.. dun wanna write more le..

very sad now!!!! sobx!! later dun know wanna wear wat to church! so troublesome!!

gonna go..buaix!

i miss you):

new post^^

2007-09-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

it has been a long time since I last blog again.. just now ling and chynna came to my house.. they just went home.. haha.. I feel so heartless wor.. never send them down.. muhahaha!!

hmm nth to blog now.. I dun know wat to say wor.. sobx.. anyway.. tis sept holiday de first three days.. I'm having my N lvl de first 3 paper.. which is English, Chinese and Social Studies..

OMG!! its dam DIFFICULT! so scary! see ah.. now N lvl i already say so DIFFICULT!! imagine wat will happen if I'm taking O lvl!! AHHHHHHHHHHH! its so scary!

time past so fast! dear dear work already like 3 weeks.. ya if I'm not wrong.. sometimes can only see him on weekends.. miss him so much.. haha!

just wednesday we went to watch 1408! the show is scary lor.. got many parts is like got something pop out.. den I was like so scare and dear was like laughing at me!

haha!! den last week we went to watch EVAN ALMIGHTY! wow! wat a wonderful show! its a nice show! people.. go watch it ya... haha!

tmr is our 5 month le.. hope dear dear will be happy always! next month is out half month and is my last paper fot N lvl!

haha!! going to celebrate like SIAO!! muhahaha!! im going to give dear dear some.................. haha.. I dun wan to say out..heheX!!

alright! shall stop here le!! take care everyone!!

today is my mum's birthday.. I bought a cake for her..hope she'll love it! heeX!
to mum: MUMMY I LOVE YOU!!
dear dear finished work le! heeX! so happy! can talk wif him on phone le! dear I miss you!

ball game

2007-08-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

haiz.. i dun know why when i always play ball games.. i will got hit by the ball.. never play oso will hit by the ball.. i wonder if the ball and me got some problem.. like haiz.. dun know wat to say le.. sobx.. my eye so painful now..

last sunday jux went to Sentosa.. its very fun.. but when i got hit by the ball TWO times.. im not happy le.. first time when got hit.. i cried.. cos really very pain.. second time oso pain.. but i didnt cry.. sobx..

den today PE lesson.. i got hit by the ball again! somemore the bal very hard de lor.. sobx!! haix.. i dun know la.. think i dun wan to play ball games le):

den i was crying after got hit cos very pain.. and it hit my eyes.. haix.. actually my eye already swollen on last saturday.. but today when the ball hit me.. my eye became more swollen.. really very pain..

but now my eye not tat swollen le.. pray tat my eyes will recover soon ba.. cos next week is my 'N' LVL le.. alright!

hmm shall stop here le ba.. im tired!! haix!! take care everyone!!

dear..i miss you..sobx :'(

"no problem?"

2007-08-23T16:40:00.000+08:00

actually this "no problem" is got story behind it de.. and the story is something bad!!

just now after my exam.. ling and I went to buy bubble tea den went to the "lao di fang" there sit down and chit chat.. like what we will always do.. went to buy tibits and chit chat there.. so after we bought everything.. we went there.. actually the "lao di fang" is the playground near my house..

we were talking for very long like almost 2 hours..? haha.. we can talk a lot de wor.. we talk bout church things, school things and our own problems.. sometime we will talk bout our relationship de things.. haha.. really got many things to say lor.. later meeting her at 5 to chat again.. haha!

anyway.. we talk till around 1.45.. den suddenly an INDIAN guy came to us and ask for the time.. so I told him the time.. it was 1.45PM.. he went off after tat..

we continue to talk and gossip again.. haha.. den suddenly i saw tat guy come back again.. he was walking round and round the playground there.. i tot he was waiting for his friend or what so ever cos he asked me the time.. so I didn't bother to tell ling tat the INDIAN guy come back.. so we continue to talk..

but when I didn't notice him tat time.. he walk towards us and ask what's the time again.. as u all know la.. INDIAN people talk always got those INDIAN slang de.. den ling and me cant really understand what he was saying.. I could only understand one word "time?".. haha!

so I told him what's the time.. it was only 1.50PM.. he only gone for 5mins den come back ask again.. but this time.. he came back with some "MOTIVE" in him!!

after asking the time.. he continue to ask us for our names and where do we stay.. I know what he wan so I didn't wan to tell him my name.. before I could ask ling not to say.. she told him my name is Jasmine and hers is Chynna.. haha!!

asking for our names is nothing wrong... but when he start to ask for our age and where we stay.. I know something is wrong.. he den keep saying some INDIAN language tat we dun understand.. den we were like "HUH?!?"

after tat he point to the place in front of us and keep on saying "no problem? no problem?" I tot he was asking whether the place there got problem or not.. den I say "er.. no no.. no problem.." little did we know tat he will climb up and sit in front of us!! O.O

I was like OMG!! why he climb up and sit in front of us.. in front of us got a step.. he climb up and sat at there.. den slowly he move closer and closer to us.. I was thinking of KICKING him away.. but was too late cos he move up very fast.. den me and ling keep moving back till no place to move le..

we had no choice but have to ask him to move away.. but he didn't move and keep on saying " NO PROBLEM? NO PROBLEM?"

den he reach his hand to us and wanna shake our hand.. OH holy GOD.. he held our hands himself.. we were so unwilling to shake his hand!!

after shaking nvm leh.. den his hand is like moving closer and closer to us.. I wanted to shout but I scare he might do something to us.. so we tell him tat we need go home.. he didn't wan to go.. den I say LOUDLY.. "GO GO!! WE GOING HOME!" only den he move a bit..

i say LOUDLY again "GOOOOOO GOOOOOOO!!!!! WE GOING HOME!!" only den he really move away.. den we quickly take our bags and run away!

after leaving our "lao di fang".. I told her tat we need to change place le.. cos tat place is not good.. got a lot of INDIAN guys!! haha!

den we walk to the shops near by to look at some makeup staff.. while I were looking at some staff.. ling at the other side of the shop there keep on saying "no problem?no problem?" haha!! and tats the reason why I HATE INDIAN GUYS LIKE BANGALA!! muhahahaha!!

alright.. I gonna study for tmr de POA paper1 and F&N paper.. take care everyone.. MUACKZ!!

dear..today first day work ok ma? rmb to take care urself ok? dun overwork oh..I miss you lots..take care k?(:

wednesday22/8/07

2007-08-22T15:22:00.000+08:00

so fast.. today is my preliminary exam third day.. very very fast.. tmr will be my science preliminary exam.. hmm got confidence! haha! hope to get A1 again this time.. today is maths paper 1 and 2 and Geog..

maths paper 1 and 2 are quite easy.. especially paper 1.. haha!! paper 2 oso hai hao.. but my friends all say very difficult.. maybe i dun realise it cos i keep on doing and doing ba.. just wrote down whatever i know.. for those i dun know i'll anyhow do.. haha..

den after maths is my Geog paper.. haix.. dun know can get good marks or not.. the paper not very easy to do oso.. the very last Qn i only left wif 8mins to finished.. when the teacher say "put ur pens down" i was like.. oh SHIT!! and the last Qn i only wrote 10 - 12 lines.. and is a 12 marks Qn..haix.. so do u think i can pass..?

tmr still have science.. jus now when i walk home.. i told my friend tat having an extra subject oso not very good.. cos u will have to rmb more things.. and tat EXTRA subject is POA!! tats the subject tat is easy to score AND easy to fail! haha!

i guess today wasnt my day ba.. morning wake up den got scolded by my sister): she very ye man lor.. so bu jiang li de.. HUMPH! make my mood so bad.. early in the morning walk in to the room.. wanna get my clothes and change.. den she shout at me.. ask me where's her charger! i told her i put back at her bed there.. she cant find it.. den keep on scolding and scolding me.. u think what.. i keep quiet doesnt mean tat im WRONG!! OK!! luckily she nv scold me F***.. or i'll scold her back.. haha.. no la, jux joking=D

anyway.. what past jux let it past.. i dun wanna talk bout it le.. think i shall end here ba! take care everyone.. dun be like me.. so easy sick=X

dear i miss you.. im sorry):

looooong time

2007-08-21T17:00:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i last update my blog.. can say is i lazy.. can oso say im busy.. during tis period of time i never blog.. a lot of things happen.. wont be able to say all out.. but not things tat are happy.. but thing tat are bad):

i wonder why.. people will change when time past.. even their hearts oso change.. what happen to them..? why must people change their hearts towards something..? i dun understand and really dun..

perhaps people change cos of somebody ba.. im not saying anyone here.. but im saying in general.. cos i go through tis changing and see people in my life changing.. i oso see people tat will never change..

time really past very very fast.. today is the second day of my preliminary paper.. yesterday was chinese paper 1 and 2 and POA paper 2.. its not easy to get an A1.. but i'll do my best and my very best!

today is english paper 1 and 2 and social studies.. its not easy too.. english was so difficult tat i nearly cry.. and is nearly.. social studies paper oso not easy.. i dun have enough time to finish!! haiz.. i dun know how to write! sobx)':

anyways tmr still got chance to get A1.. cos tmr is maths paper 1 and 2 and Geography paper.. hope i can get A1 for maths ba.. actually should be studying now.. but i got no mood.. nothing will go in my brain too.. sobx!

im so sick today! why am i so weak?! why?! cant my body just be strong enough to fight those stupid flu viruses in my body?

last sunday i cried at the pool room there.. oh my.. i felt so embarrassing cos many people were there! but i couldnt control my tears.. im so stress tat day.. cos monday is my POA paper 2 and i dun understand GOODWILL tis stupid topic.. and i was so scare tat i will fail if tis topic come out.. im really very stress tat day.. but luckily got dear and my mei wif me..(: *thank you dear and mei*

im so happy to have them wif me when im so stress up.. and u know something.. tats the first time i felt so stress up and cried.. really is the first time.. haha.. so funny.. XD

anyway.. gonna go study le.. so tired.. but i have no choice.. wanna chiong for A1 le! take care everyone!! jia You oh(:!!

dear take care ok.. rmb wat u promise me oh.. hee^^ *love you*

blog blog blog!!

2007-07-30T16:47:00.000+08:00

yo everyone! im back to blog again.. hmm jux got back home from school.. jux now after school have to stay back for TRIAL EXAM! huu..
today is English paper 2!! actually not tat difficult la.. to me, i got CONFIDENCE tat i will pass my English! hee^^..
den jux now when we were going out of the school.. huan ling and li bing say i confirm get full marks for tis le.. u know why? haha!! cos the whole paper is on the topic is BEES!
and as u all know.. my name is BEE KEOW.. haha.. ya so tat my topic and will sure pass.. haha.. if i can pass tis paper, den i wont have to worry bout preliminary exam and 'N' lvl le..
but even if i pass.. i will still continue to work harder to get a better results!! must jia you for me wor!! give me encouragement and i will do my best!
today is going to end soon le.. now already 5 o'clock.. see.. the time past so fast! is like ytd was my first day of secondary 1..still enjoying de.. haha!!
anyways tmr is my maths paper 1!! hope i can do well for all my papers ba!! jia you!! haha..

ytd church was having sports day.. but i didn't go.. after eating lunch wif them den went back church and study.. haha..
only left millie gary dear hui bing and me.. the church was so quiet haha.. dun get use to it.. cos everytime got laughter de..haha..
ya den we do our work.. after tat went to play pool awhile.. haha.. till we saw andrew den play the last round and went back church..
ytd reach home quite late oso.. haha.. so sian.. reached home den call dear awhile den go sleep le.. cos today got trial exam..

den today morning dear msg me.. say tat he lost his wallet.. OMG!! i was so worried bout him.. den when reach chinese lesson.. i wanna call dear..
but i only can do tat when im inside toilet.. and know wat!! my tat teacher dun let me go lor.. make me so angry wif him..
haha.. dun care him le.. den whole day i was like praying.. hope dear can find back his wallet.. but till now still haven.. but i know he will find it..
den now i cant do anything.. cant help him oso.. but i can help him to pray! hmm really hope he can find his wallet.. hmm ok la.. shall stop here le.. take care!!

dear dun worry ok.. u will find back ur wallet de kk.. pray hard and u will find it ya..=)

AnoThEr OrDiNaRy DaY

2007-07-25T18:30:00.000+08:00

haha.. another ordinary day jux past by like tis.. everyday doing the same thing.. monday to friday have to go school and study.. saturday and sunday better.. cos can go church..
can at least rest.. no need go school so good!! sian.. today got scolding from tat stupid chinese teacher of mine!!
dun like him lor.. always pick on me de.. but i think i oso got wrong.. cos i everytime didnt brought books for his lesson... muhahaha!!
but no need everytime scold and scold de ma.. i got bring oso scold.. nv bring oso scold.. haix tel me la.. wat i can do.. tats y i lazy to bring his books..
den after chinese lesson.. continue the CME lesson.. and again is HIM!! OMG~!! but lucky tis is his last week teaching us CME!!
and next week onwards my maths teacher, which is my form teacher, will be back to teach us CME!! although is boring but at least better!! hahahahaha!!
tis few days very bore at school.. and monday got caught by my maths teacher cos im sleeping in her lesson.. lolxx...
but tat is the first time i really sleep in class and is first time got caught!! haha!! when she wake me up i was very scare tat she will ask me stand..
but she didnt.. huuu lucky me!! muhahahahahaha!!!!
tis few days oso raining.. and very cold.. but tis weather is BETTER in any way den not raining!! haha..
im so tired now.. always feeling so tired de.. dun know when den wont be so tired.. haha.. wont think the day will come.. hehe^^
anyway.. i will feel more tired den anyone.. cos of some things.. ya.. think nobody know wat i mean except dear and ling!! haha..
but i know i will live till 100 year old!!! muhahahaha!!
ok la.. think shall stop here le ba.. my eyes and brain is tired already.. cos i jux finished my homework.. quite much to do!! ya and 1 last thing to say here!
next week will be my mock exam le.. gonna study hard and NO MORE RELAXING!!! KAMBATEK!!! jia you jia you!!
muackz love GOD, DEAR and MYSELF^^!!!

another day

2007-07-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

well i'm back to blog.. jux know tat my blog is getting lesser and lesser.. starting i will everyday come here blog.. but now.. i'm getting busy and busy bout my school work.. so not really have a lot of time here..
so tired tis few days.. school nothing happen oso.. at school is jux do work revise and revise.. cos 'N' lvl coming.. so have to revise for every lesson.. is quite boring but no choice..
hmmm jux finished eating my dinner.. very late hor..? haha but in used to it le.. last time oso eat very late de.. tats y now i'm getting FATTER!! OMG!! have to lose weight le.. sobx!
so sian.. now waiting the time to past so can faster reach weekends.. at least i wont have to stay home like now.. actually can go out de.. but think of tmr have school so lazy le.. haha..
tats y i'm always looking forward to weekends.. so i cant go out.. can meet up wif DEAR!! but nowadays.. the time we have is getting lesser and lesser.. really miss him so much..
msg him oso not every msg will reply me.. really very sad lor.. see him so busy till no time pei
me..so scare tat he will fall sick.. cos everyday so late sleep.. i'm so worried..
ytd dun know why i made him angry again.. haix.. not i wan to make him angry.. is jux tat i'm tired.. so didnt talk much.. and dun know wat to say..
i dun know wat to do now.. hope he not angry wif me le.. jux now morning msg him.. he didnt reply.. i was waiting for him but..... still no reply.. den jux now afternoon msg again..
he didnt reply me again.. haix.. maybe he is busy doing his assignments ba.. tats y didnt have time to reply..
haiz... i hope so ba... dun wan him to angry anymore... i'm really sorry dear.. very very sorry... haiz.. i dun know wat to do now... dun know... really dun know........................
jux now go down my house there print some photo for my F&N wif chynna.. den i found out something... chnnya has change back to last time de her le..
so scary... haiz.. pray tat she is ok.. i'm worried bout her too... but dear is the one i worry most.. tis few days heard him say he got headache.. hope he is fine ba..
alright.. shall stop here le.. continue when i have time ba.. =D

dear.. i'm so worried bout you.. where are you now..? reach home le ma..? eaten ur dinner..? are you still angry wif me..? dear i really miss you.. dear take care alright? i miss you!!

finally back to blog!

2007-07-18T17:47:00.000+08:00

the shirt is super big!
the back view!
the pic!
my fishy!
miss them
well.. im back to blog now.. really very long didnt blog le.. hmm let me think.. my last post was at 29th june!! OMG!! so long never update my blog.. hmm today is 18th july!
Guess wat.. i had my CHINESE oral jux now.. OH MY!! the teacher ask question that i dun know wat to say de lor.. is so dam DIFFICULT sia!! dun believe me? can go ask ling jesslyn all..
is super duper difficult! if today is english oral, i will know wat to say.. no need to keep QUIET for sooooooooooo long!! OMG!! wat if i fail?!?! how!!
actually oral is very easy to score.. but if u dun know wat to say.. u will surely end up like me.. QUIET! although easy to score but oso easy to fail! wah lao.. i very scare lor.. how?!?!
pray that i wouldnt fail ba.. so scary! hmmm today quite sian in school.. cos got a lot of periods not in class..
first lesson have POA and is at computer lab.. next is maths lesson.. and we went to library.. after tat is recess.. went to eat and went up to av theater for english.. after tat back to maths and go library.. only chinese is at class..
sian lor.. after chinese got CME and is the same teacher!!
at the last lesson..which is CME, we got our YOUTH DAY t-shirt.. so late den give us.. not call youth day t-shirt le lor.. right right?!! muhaha!!
later i'll put the pics of the shirt here.. is super not nice lor.. the texture of it oso not nice de.. anyway..have to weat it on friday..
cos is RACIAL HARMONY DAY!! tats my my teacher said to us.. haha.. dun know got half day or not.. so sian lor..
and the wording there is nice but u know wat.. suppose to be YOUTH DAY! now is change to YOUTH AND HARMONY!! know why? cos RACIAL HARMONY DAY ma..muhahaha!!

hmm think last week or so.. my mum sell my fishes away! im so sad.. i miss my fishes so much!! lucky my sis took some photo of them..muhaha..
later put here den can see le.. but i dun know clear or not.. cos my sister's phone de camera not very good de..=X haha..watever!!

well time really past VERY VERY fast.. i already got my prelim and 'N' lvl de timetable le.. reallly very very fast!! gonna WORK HARD!!! many says 'N' lvl is very easy to pass de.. but i dun believe them lor.. unless i finished.. muhahaha!! anyway.. think shall stop here le.. going to study and do homework le.. take care everyone!!

*sometime i was thinking... time past so fast and the time we spent wif each other is getting shorter.. dear i really miss you lots.. its already 3 month plus wif u.. but i dun always see u.. really will got xiang si bing de lor.. dear.. ur school events got so many.. assignment oso.. i know u are getting more and more busy.. but no matter wat.. i will be wif u de kk^^.. dear wat if i ask u dun go for the camping on ur holidays???? =X I MISS YOU LOTS!*

Tired!

2007-06-29T15:55:00.000+08:00

well..seems like long time
nv blog le..so sian...
dun know wat to write oso..
hmm now got abit of time
to come here and blog..
cos think i going to be BUSY!!
'N' lvl is VERY VERY near!
have to study hard le..
and is real hard..
i wan get good results..
dun wanna let anyone down..
and most importantly is
my parents and my dear...
my parents put a lot of
hope in me..so i have
to do very well for 'N' lvl..

now got abit free time cos
im doing my F&N project..
tats y lor..
haix..do that do till HEADACHE!!
so hard to do..so sian!!
still got few more pages to go
ahhhhhhhh!!!

anyway..today in school..
not much things happen..
but is a free day
cos 2 of my teacher not here today
so free!!
was like talking for
whole day nv stop..
muhahaha!!
i dun know y everyday so tired..
even now typing oso..
not enough sleep?
i dun think so ya..haha

well last sunday i wore formal
to church as they taking
photo for YOUTH DAY!
and tis coming sunday is the
actual day!! so happy!!
only left 2 to 3 days left..
wearing formal to church again..
hope everything can go on
smoothly and happy..
hope everyone will enjoy!!
of cos i will enjoy too..haha!!
last sunday took a pic
of me and dear..
later post and u can see..
muhahaha~!!
actually only a few ppl
and DARLING
see my blog..
so can say is for u all to see..
haha
and myself oso..
hmm ok la..
shall stop here le..
im yawning already!!
muahahaha!!
take care everyone!!

dear i miss you
dear i love you
dear i need you
3words mean a lot!

Finally!

2007-06-22T03:50:00.000+08:00

HAHA!! im finally back
to blog again!!
such a long time nv blog
like nth to see..haha
everytime see the same..
very sian right..
hmm actually i nv blog for
so long is cos my
internet cant be connected..
very sian lor..
and now....
I FINALLY GOT IT BACK!!
muhahaha!!

hmmm actually tis past
few days when i cant blog..
alot of thing actually happened..
my dad and my nephew..
my family oso..
haix!!! dun know how to say..
my dad was at work
den he was being
hit by a...stick??
hmm can say is a wooden stick..
but lucky no nail..
anyway..he was hit at his...
erm..lower part of his body..
ya..somewhere there..
and got blood lor..scary!!
den went to SGH..
in the end was jux minor injuries..
thank god he is fine!!

well..next is my sis and my mum..
and oso my nephew..
actually cant blame my sis..
have to blame HIM!!
and the him is my bro-in-law..
I HATE HIM LOTS!!
cant feed his own family..
y still wan my sis to suffer
wif him!! ARGH!!
haix..no choice la..
no wonder ppl always say
'Love Is Blind'
but dun blind till like tat ma..
my heart really pain..
see them like tat..
my poor sis and nephew..
together have to suffer..
nan ren de lian dou pei ta dui jin le!
poor man!!
next time when i got married..
i promise wont let my family
and my children suffer like tat..
also will give my mum money..
not like them!!
every time see my mum cry
cos of them..
my heart will feel her pain..
its really very pain...
cannot describe out de pain..
only once u are parents..
den ur children treat u like tis..
den u will feel the pain..
fu mu nan zuo ah!! haix!!
no choice la..im born in a
poor family..
tat y always cos of money..
we will quarrel..
dun know when will stop..
im really tired hearing them
quarrel everyday..
tats y i always dun wan to go home..
cos im sick and tired
hearing all tis again and again..
sobx..heart so pain..='(

dear!! i miss you..
how i wish u wif me now...

another day

2007-05-26T03:00:00.000+08:00

hi everyone! im back to blog!

YEA! today nv go school..

cos ytd was the last day of school..

sec 1 to 3 all go out field..

so GOOD!! i oso wan go lor..

but too bad..sec 4 and 5 have to

stay in school as sec 5 havin exam

and sec4N classes go lab..

so ytd was like whole day in lab

continue doing our coursework..

well ytd got to finishes everything..

but still have decision making..

only left tat to finish..

next week is my pratical exam le..

cannot play play..

cos is for "N" LVL de..

cannot anyhow cook..

if not i wont pass pratical le..

hmm ytd after school went out

to orchard wif ling and zuan..

on the way to orchard..

we took some photo in the train..

later den show u all..haha..

when we reached there..

haha very funny lor..

i wanted to buy a bottle..

and we walk to far east there..

when we reached there..

didnt managed to find the bottle..

instead we went to see clothes..

haha..

the clothes there are nice..

how i wish now got $$

so i can buy wat i wan to buy..

too bad ytd nv had enough $$

only brought $20 ..

den after tat we went back to

orchard MRT there..

and i managed to find the bottle!

haha finally lor..

den went to centre point..

cos zuan say wan sell her disc..

but in the end nv.

cos the person ther dun wan..

only managed to sell 1..

and u know wat..

it only cost for $1!!

OMG!!

den she dun wan..

so we went out of the shop and walk

around..but she have to go home..

so only left me and ling..

we walk around somerset..

cos i wanna buy something..

but in the end didnt bought

wat i wan..instead i bought a shirt..

haha finally got buy shirt..

to me is nice but dun know ppl

see will nice or not..

haha!!

but no matter wat..i like it can le..

den after tat went home around 7..

ling went to meet wif rong..

so i went home alone..

im a loner anyway..haha

joking joking..

i got DEAR DEAR..where will lonely?

right? hahaha...

hmm ok la..shall stop here le.

will contiune again ba..

take care everyone!!

只想你开心

不要你伤心

我不是你第一个爱上的人

可是我想做你爱的last person

me ling and zuan

a day jus past

2007-05-23T12:15:00.000+08:00

well..im back here to blog again..
i was thinking..y time past so fast..
dun know how many days left to 'N'LVL..
think less than 4 mths ba..
i oso not very sure..haha didnt count..
really have to study hard..
cos the life now is so complicated..
jobs are not easy to get..
money are not easy to earn..
treasure the things we have now..
dun take it too lightly..
as we wont know wat will happen next..
TIS IS LIFE BA!!

well..last sunday we went to ECP..
really had a fun day..haha
but i dun know y i so suay de leh..
got bang by ppl 2 times..
the first time is when i was waiting
at the place where we rent bike..
and all of a sudden!!
a little gal bang into me..
i cant scold her or wat cos
she is jus a small little gal..haha..
perhaps im helping her to 'brake' ba..
den the second time is when
i cycle till half den i stopped..
cos tired ma..den wanna rest..
but little did i notice tat
another person bang on me..
haha..so funny lor..
is like i must have injuries de..
my right leg got cut..
i took the pic of it too..haha
later show u all..
MUHAHAHA!!
but it was really a FUN day!
although nv go sentosa..
but ECP is still good ya..
haha..

hmm..im so tired now..
im still thinking of something..
which is VERY IMPORTANT!!
still have 4 MORE days..
today is 22may..
4 more days to 26may..
and tat is DEAR de b'day..
and oso not forgetting chynna's..
haha..
well here to say happy b'day to them
in advance!!
haha!!
tmr going out wif ling and zuan..
think going to orchard ba..
go there buy sonethings..
muhahahaha!!!
when im done wif the things
tat i have to finished..
i will take a pic of it and put here..
haha..
im giving DEAR something..
but dun know he will like or not..
hope he LOVE it ba..
hehe!!
well..gonna end soon le..
cos im super dam tired!!
ok la..take care everyone!!!
LOVE U ALL!!!

i may not be ur first..
but i wish to be ur last..
love you FOREVER!!

my leg wif SCAR!

Finally!

2007-05-17T10:50:00.000+08:00

halo everybody..back to blog..
haha..dun know wat happen to tis
cant log in and blog..
tot wanna share my results..
well nvm now i oso can share!!
haha..since monday im getting back
my paper to check and correct marks..
actually i wasnt happy wif my
marks at all..sad =(
although i got 2 distinctions for midyear
but the rest of the subs like
english, ss, geog, POA, MT..
i had done badly lor..haiz..
is not fail or wat but all is like jux pass..
heart pain when i got back my
english paper today..check my marks
and answer..in the end i found
out tat i got 2 CARELESS MISTAKE!!
if not i can pass my english!!
cos the total marks add together..
i only need extra 2 1/2 marks to PASS~!!
ARGH!! heart so pain!!
cant do anything..its jux gone like tat..
time really past VERY fast..
is like 1 blink and everything gone..
1 1/2 weeks of mid year jux past by..
im so sad now..anyone knows???
perhaps GOD knows..

haix..today wasnt feeling very good
cos very tired and havin headache..
some more my stomach is pain too...
the pain in me is KILLING me!!!
i cant stand tat pain at all..
tot today can meet dear de..
but he say no need le..so stay at home..
was a BORE day today!!
unlucky day too!!!
later im going to be alone again!!
my family all go out to work again..
haix..alone at home maybe good but
sometimes it may be BORE!!
i have a big family so is not easy to have a quiet day..
but now..my house is quiet cos
all of them go out together..
i dun like staying at home at all!!!!!!
ARGH!!!
i wanna go out...but who can pei me..
i really need dear now..but.....
he's not free..
hope he can finished his work on time ba..
dun wanna to disturb him..
let him concentrate on his work..
i oso have to buck up on my work!!
gonna do a good job on my 'N' LVL!!
yes and i will do it!!
jia you ba!!
bu yao fang qi jiu hui cheng gong!!
"for i can do all thing wif christ who strengthen me"
haha!!
JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU~!!!

i miss you so much.
dun wanna leave you.
u are everything to me.
without u.
i dun know who i am.
LOVES^^

im back!

2007-05-10T09:10:00.000+08:00

halo EVERYONE!! im back here to blog le..

haha..very long nv blog le..

cos have to study for exam..

mid yeaR start last week..hmm..

still have three more days to go..

YES YES YES!! must jia you in mid year!

and not only mid year but 'N' LVL!!

haha..everyone jia you oh!!

must get to sec5 next year~!!

actually wanna come and blog long time

but CANT log in lor..so sianz!

tis few days not feeling very good..

got my flu again..haix

dun know when den will be ok..

today havin my chem paper..

tot was very very difficult..

but it was not really so..

hmm ok la most still can do..hahaha!!

lucky i finished study whole book ytd

if not i dun think today i can do lor..

thx god!! hahahaha!!

the blog got something wrong de..

can change the colour and everything..

but nvm la..can blog caN le..

hahaha!!

after finishing my mid year..

must concentrate on 'n'lvl le..

cannot slack anymore..SIAN!!

cannot play play oso le..

since last week i haven sleep well.

cos of mid year..

den have to study study study!!

my eyes were swollen!!

so sad!!

hahaha!! i finally cut hair le..

but it look funny leh..

dun really like it..haha..

but nvm la..hair will grow long..

muhahaha!!

ok la..shall stop here le..

see when im free again..

will come back and blog!!!

hahax!! take care everyone!!

'dear take care oh^^'

me!

me again!

dear look so concentrating!haha

BORED~!!

2007-04-26T08:05:00.000+08:00

Halo everyone..haha im here to blog..

seems like long time gone

from here!! hahahaxx!

well..today was like very bored..

cos having lots of homework to do..

cant go out oso..

actually today wanna go visit one of

my friend de but HOMEWORK got me

so cant really go out le..

SIANXX~!!!!!

boring day in school but ok la..

still got laugh laugh abit lor..

haix..dun like to have chinese lesson

cos the teacher will always

find me for his homework de!!!

when i bring to school he dun wan..

den when i put at home den he wan it..

CRAZY TEACHER~!!!!

haha but nvm la..his class can slack

everytime jux sit there DAYDREAMING!

haha tired but cant lay down cos

he will nag nag nag nag nag!!

den today english oso havin same thing

she teach us bout summary

sian lor..have to write alot de..

after tat last 2 period is POA!!!

haha..my tat cher oso very funny de lor..

but sometimes not good at all!

like today lor..gave us sooooooo

many homework to do..

pls la..we not made of metal de lor..

jux now came back home do work till now..really very tired lor..den come here to blog for awhile..so tired oso..den now alone at home..raining oso..sian wanna sleep but cant cos need to do HOMEWORK!!!how i wish today is LAST SUNDAY 22/04/07!! haha tats was a fun day wif dear, ode, iris, shawn(jie3) and kor!!haha so happy tat day..we were playing in the water the whole day but dun know wat time it started to rain..so we got up to the shelter and rest awhile..it was cold man!!! den ode and iris went to fetch kor while me and dear sat at there wait for them to come back..and by the time they are back..IT STOP RAINING!! haha so happy tat we went back there to swim..haha..den after awhile ode went to fetch shawn..haha it seems like ode is very busy!!(xin ku ni le DARLING!!) the rest of us was still playing..after shawn come..kor and shawn were like having war wif iris and ode..haha..i know how painful it is when they threw something at u cos they came after me and dear after attacking ode and iris..wah it was really painful lor..haha but was a fun day afterall..how i wish can go to there again!!>.<>

LOVE EVERYONE!!

once im wif u

i will always here for u

no matter wat

i will not leave u!

love u lots!!

muackz!

photo

2007-04-21T11:09:00.000+08:00

tats photos of me and huan ling in school..
took tis photo in my school toilet..haha
very funny of us..
tat was after out check up
i think is last week ba..hahaX!!
anyway enjoy ur weekends!!
take care everyone..
miss u dear!!!=D

SICK AGAIN~!!

2007-04-18T05:05:00.000+08:00

well today is tuesday..nv went school ytd cos sick

today morning wake up cant properly so didnt

go school again..jux wake up and blog..

it seems like nv update very sian leh..haha..update

oso sian..dun know wat to do la..do wat oso sian

nv do anything oso very sian..without dear wif me

more sian..haha..miss him so much..hope he is fine

no more headache ba? now im feeling ok le..

not like ytd..headache till can cry de lor..

but i didnt cry la..haha lol..

something sad happen ytd..my nephew didnt go school too..

cos he have to go and see doctor at the polycinic near my house..

and the doc write a letter to KKH so my nephew can go there

for a check up..actually the letter was saying tat he have to be

send to a school tat is somehow like slower den other ppl de..

ahya dun know u all understand or not..

he was only very slow in talking and writing..

the rest was ok..and he does understand wat we ask him to do..

he was perfectly ok like us normal ppl..

but he jux cant speak properly..tats all..cant write properly..

and y must tis kind of things happen to him..?!

i really dun know y..haiz..heard from my mum ytd

tat he have to be send to tat type of school..

my heart is like very pain..y must tis thing happen..

i know how my mum feel cos i feel the same..

my sis oso cant affort to pay for his fees..

and now have to send to tat type of school..

think the fees there are much more expensive

den the normal school..cos the teacher there teach

much more slower..haix..wat cani do now..?

i really dun know why so much things happen to my family..

think all i have to do now is jux pray hard to God ba..

only God and save us...ya..think positive..
it really breaks my heart hearing tis things..

SOBXSOBX~!!!!!!='(

ppl out there pls think..if u say ur life is sad, unhappy

or watsoever..den think of ppl like me..

am i happy too..?yes u can see me very happy

but sometime those happy and smile are not from

my heart...imagine this kind of things happen to u..

will u be like me..ppl keep saying to me tat he or she is

havin a sad and unhappy life..think of ending it..

but wat bout ur family and friends around u...?

and think of me too..if im like them..think i wont

be at here blogging and talking so much..

and i wont have met so many friends tat care..

and of cos my dearest dear..

no matter wat happen..jux think positive..

dun think of those stupid things like killing urself..

think positive..~!!=)

my nephew..anything wrong?me and my nephew..

bout today..sianX~!!

2007-04-11T15:00:00.001+08:00

so sian..im alone at home now again..cos my mum and sis went out

to give out flyers for their work thing..so i stay at home cos

have to finish my homework..so later got time to do wat i wan..

well today in school oso very sian leh..as usual lor..

got chinese lesson..get back my class test paper..and guess wat?!

i actually FAIL my chinese!! haha..but in not sad at all..

cos i know tat i will fail my test cos i anyhow do de..

but after going through all the answer wif my teacher..found out

tat actually i PASS de lor..only is tat he anyhow mark de..

den in the end i got 35/70..haha..jus PASS but still good lor..

at least i got pass..think tis is the worst i had done ba..

so now nothing to do..come here and blog..oso listening to some songs..

last week took some new photo oso..haha dun know nice or not..

later den show u all..haha but not nice dun laugh wor..

ytd went to KFC and do my homework wif dear..i done all my work

till 7++ den go..after tat we went to somewhere near my house there

and chit chat awhile..den suddely rain le..so we went to

another place and talk..haha..den till 10+ sent dear to MRT

although he always nv sent me home but i nv blame him b4..cos he

stay very far away from marsiling..really very far..tats y lor..

but nvm la..i can go home myself de..haha..

for dear: dear sorry wor..always like make u angry de..really very sorry bout it..i know ytd was my fault..y i nv tell u tat i was playing..den make u anyhow think..im really sorry dear..u should not be the one saying sorry to me..instead is me..sorry dear..forgive me kk..miss u alot when u are not wif me..really happy to have u by my side always..THANK GOD FOR HAVING U BY MY SIDE!! LOVE U ALWAYS~!! the happiest day in my life is when i met u..=)

for dear

Jas<3en

tats me~!made by dear!

ice skating

2007-04-08T06:25:00.000+08:00

wow~!! ytd was really a fun day..actually tis is the first

good friday i celebrat..hahax..last time is stay home

but ytd i went to jurong entertainment centre wif ode and iris

haha really very funny..oh ya..not forgetting another friend

of iris..haha she oso went wif us to ice skating..

it was my second time ice skating..very very fun play wif them

iris me and iris's friend were learning how to skate

ode was tesching us..haha..den me and iris went to skate

ourselves and left her friend alone as she dun know how..

i pity iris leh,,she keep falling down..den actually i nv fall de..

but in the end i oso fall down le..sobxsobx..very PAINFUL~!!

i fall two times in 1 fall..hmm dun know u understand or not

haha..now my leg got blueblack..still pain..

ode oso fall cos somebody pushed her..den iris's friend

didnt fall cos she stands at the side..jux move here and there..

not easy to fall..haha..iris ode and my shirt are all wet and

we were very cold..haha..den after tat met GH to buy things

den went to his house to make cookies haha..

not bad la..still can eat oso..the 4 of us are trying to make the cookies

and in the end..we did it~!! haha

den went to his room to sit down as me and iris is very tired

den in the end we chat for very long and till 1230 den

took taxi home wif iris..it was a fun and tired day.....

haha..but i love the day tat i had spent..

later going his house to comtinue to bake cookies again..

hope wil be good today..!!haha

yea later go church can see dear le..so long nv see him le

really miss him alot lor..hehex~!!

alright shall stop here now..to be continue ya..!!

tats my leg wif the blueblack..

tiring day~!!!

2007-04-05T08:20:00.000+08:00

jux came back home from my CROSS COUNTRY~!!

haha..is a tiring day today cos have to run

but today actually we didnt run..

me and my other friends all WALK for the

whole journey..guess wat in the end..

we actually got into the TOP 50 POSITIONS~!!

haha..we were so happy..me too ya

den after tat jan told us tat her HP LOST!

den we help her to tel our DM..

but no use de..they dun care~!!so we jux went

to jurong..bing they all wan to take

neo print there..so al went together..

haha..the outcome still ok la..haha

not really tat bad..

when i got the photo in my com..

den will show everyone..haha

(DUN LAUGH IF NOT NICE!!)

love those photo too..how i wish can take more

but i no money le..still need to save

cos someone de b'day coming..

wanna give the person a SURPRISE~!!

haha..hope the person will be happy~!!

tmr lesson back to normal le..so sian..hax!!

how i wish now no school lor..

everyday is holiday~~!!haha

tat will be in my DREAM ya~!!

alright..shall stop here le..take care ya..

miss dear lots~!!MUACKZ~!!!!

sick???

2007-04-04T12:35:00.000+08:00

haix..dun know wat happen to me again..?

why am i always sick de..stomach very pain..

wat to do..?i cant do anything but..jux sit

down on my bed resting..even doing my hw oso

very xin ku..really very pain lor..haix..

somemore is pain awhile no more..

den later come again and very pain like CRAMP~!

haix..im so waek meh..always sick de~!!!

i dun wan lor..

tmr havin cross country at turf city..

so sian..morning meet them and go together..

haix how i wish dear can pei me lor..sobxsobx~!

today PE lesson oso got running..
somemore i stomach pain leh..wif the pain i keep

running till back my school..

den when my teacher tel me tat i FAIL..

i was SHOCKED lor..FIRSt time fail leh~!!haix..

AND the worst is i only fail by 6 SECONDS~!!!!!!!!!!!

WAH LAO~!! heart PAIN~!!!!!

no choice but have to re test next week..

hope im fine den..

tmr cross country i wont be running le...

hahaxx..got prize no prize oso the same..

so tmr all gonna walk the whole way back to the starting point

hahaha~!!! so funny sia..but too bad i cant

laugh..cos my stomach very painful~!!!

haix..today very sian and sad..

stomach pain den didnt msg dear much..

cos he very busy..haven reply me yet..

really miss dear lots~!!

very happy to hear tat dear recover from sickness le

but now my turn to sick..haix..

dear dun worry ok..i will be fine..~!!

till then..take care everyone~!!!=)

missing you~!!

2007-04-03T06:50:00.000+08:00

it had been awhile since i last see my dear..

he was in school havin planning for the upcoming

camp for those year 1 student..(am i right?)

last time i called him i think is saturday night?

well although only is a few days ago..but...........

to me is really a long time..i really miss him lots..

he was very busy since last week lor..haix..

difficult to see him..cant call and talk to dear too..

very sad leh~!!haix..sobxsobx..

tis few days in school i oso very sian..

dun know wat happen to me and them again..

talk very less le..haix..

school work become more and more..actually..

now i should be doing my homework..but i came here to write

cos i miss my dear dear alots..how i really wish

he is here wif me..pei me do my homework

so i will be very happy doing my work..

dear~!! when can i see u again..?

nevertheless..i wan to say tis to my dear dear..

dear i miss u lots when u not here wif me..i know u are busy doing ur things..no choice but have to do..cos u are one of them planning right..?dear just wan to tel u tat even though u wif me..im still missing u lots..really lots and lots..forgive me for wat i said tat night..but i really love u wif my whole heart..wat past has past..let dun bring it up anymore ok..? i promise u tat i only love u and only u..=) dear..i miss talking to u on the phone and hear u sleeping..(hehex) =P dear must rmb to take care urself properly ok..when i heard tat u are sick..im so worried..althought pastor said tat dun worry..im still worried for u..dear really must take care when im not wif u ok..? miss u lots.. MUACKZ~!! =)

notes on ADAM KHOO workshop

2007-03-31T09:52:00.000+08:00

yea! and tis is the notes for adam khoo workshop..alot leh..not only tis..haha wat a nice workshop is tis..hope can have it again..:)

ADAM KHOO workshop is fun~!

2007-03-30T11:32:00.000+08:00

well today gonna show u all wat we had done during a workshop

in my school..haha..it was fun and everyone had fun too...

a guy name MELVIN is really a funny guy

almost all of my gal friends like him and too alot of pic wif him

haha..he is indeed a interesting guy of all three guys..

actually WOEI TANG oso not bad but dun know y

no body like him leh..maybe he got a bit boring ba..hehe

well i dun know wat to say le..but jux to say tat the workshop really

works for me cos it really motivated me to study..

dun waste ur time anymore..do watever u wan now and set GOALS

treasure ur loved ones b4 they are gone

especially ur parents..

DO IT NOW! DO IT RIGHT! DO IT FAST!

JIAYOU~!!!!

hmm gonna stop here le..going back study again..

take care everyone..~!!!

SMILE~!! MISS DEAR LOTS~!!!

so sick de me..

2007-03-23T13:10:00.000+08:00

well..back to here to write le..today dun know y

somehow like sad sad de..think because i found

out something le ba..since they like to act..

den le them act lor..very funny meh? huh?!!

when they do something, they nv thing first de

always do thing tat nv go through their BRAIN b4

haix.. feel sad for them..such a FOOLISH act

jux wanna to say something here..

before doing anything tat is STUIPD..

PLS PLS PLS!!!

go through ur BIG BIG BRAIN first la..!!!

everytime say wat..have to put urself in ppl's shoes

but in the end still nv lor...

ahya tis kind of ppl only know how to talk..

but dun know how to do..

put urself in my shoes..if one day ur friends did

all tis to u..will u feel the same like me..?

unless u have no heart and no BRAIN!!

well think tats ll for today ba..

im not feeling well now..very very XIN KU..

haix if tmr still the same thinknot going school le..

and they will be VERY VERY happy to see me sick

and nv go school!!

whay kind of firends is tis..

i would rather dun know them

from the start!!!

making me so sick of it!!!!!

everything i know today

2007-03-22T08:25:00.000+08:00

well today in school like nothing happen but

something happen after my MT class i guess..

in the morning, it was raining so went up class straight

den i sat down alone at my place..

not long ling come le..and jess too..they both together

well nothing happen cos i was keeping VERY quiet

VERY VERY VERY quiet..i nv say anything at all..

they also nv bother to ask me wat happen to me or wat

so i oso nv talk to them lor..

after i think awhile..den i started to talk to them..

like wat i will do always when tis kind of thing happen..

pretent tat nothing had happen before and jux happy talk talk..

in the end we talk till very happy..laughing together oso..

but after my MT class, on our way back to my class..

i ask ling wat happen ytd and wat jess told her..

she kEEp quiet and after awhile she told me nothing..

and say is not bout me and boy..i know not bout us..

so i ask her more..i said wat she say..tell me la..

wat thing so BIG tat cant tell me or let me know de..

den she say is bout ANDREW de..she say cant tel

cos jess ask her not to tel anyone ESPECIALLY me right?!!

hahaxx..she say i cant know den i say back..

y i cant know but u can?? den she say jess tel her but not me.

wats the BIG DEAL SIA!!!!!!!

ling say bout andrew de thing i cant know..

but got one thing i know and they will NEVER NEVER know..

even if they see my blog i oso wont scare!!

i know wat im doing and saying..they will never know more thing

den me cos they will never know wat i know..

jux wan to let them know one thing tat im thinking now..

dun think tat i dun know anything bout wat u all say..

cos u all wont know wat i know and wat is going happen..

jux wan them to know tat dun REGRET wat they do..

wat they did to me will always goes back to them..

i can live without them de..even though i wan to keep

the friendship..but i dun know wat can i do more..

sometimes i really dun understand y they must do all tis to me

nice to do all those stupid things meh??

dun u rmb wat u told my boy tat night??(tis if for ling)

even if u all are lying to me and i dun know

but jus to say out..one day i will know and not only i know

GOD will know too..even if i lost the friendship,

i still have GOD and boy by my side..

how i really wish they wont lie to me or keep thing from me..

but things always goes wrong in between us..

i dun know wat else i can say but wat i know now is tat..

i cant believe all ur words now..!!!

and no more trust in between us!!!

IM SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a cut drawn by me..no worries not real de..but if i reallly cut it..the reason behind it will be cos of our friendship..hurt me too much le..cant take it anymore!! im so stress up when im wif u all..always left me out de..haiz..wan a real de ma??

bout today..so sad..?

2007-03-21T15:20:00.000+08:00

today after school went out study wif ling they all and boy..

boy pei me go home den i go shower..

after tat we went to meet wif jan den walk to jesslyn's house

on the way to there jan walk very the fast lor..

me and boy cant catch up wif her den i ask..

"y walk so fast?not tired de meh..?"

den boy say ppl moodswing will like tat de..either slow or fast

haha..but walking so fast really tired lor..somemore far leh..

den we finally reach jess house but they still walking

so slow leh..they went out of house first but i reach first..

wah..think cos me and boy follow jan ba..tats y so fast reach

haha..

den when jess and ling reach le we went in and sat at the table

where we sat ytd..same place same table but different position..

haha.today got boy and chynna..two more ppl come..

lucky the table big enough for the six ppl..

after half way doing our homework..something happen le..

tis is when me and boy moodswing..but i told boy tat

he will get use to it de..cos tis is how i do when something happen

everything goes like this..............

when doing our work half way..andrew called jess and both of them talk...

not long after talking..jess used ling de handphone to type msg to her..

guess is telling her something tat cannot let me know de..

sometimes i was thinking..y thing always happen like tis..must always so

tou tou mo mo de ma...?wat is the BIG thing tat i cannot know de..?

after tat jess, ling and chynna went to toilet for a VERY long time..

when jess come back and ask me wat i wan to eat cos her dad buying..

i already know something is not right..she went off again and again...

VERY ong den three of them come back..

when they come back..they jux pack their bag and say going to siew lan's house

ok tat wan i dun mind..den i say im going wif them..

den they start to give me a face like dun wan me to go..

nvm den forget it..i say i'll wait downstairs..

after reaching siew lan's house..they told me tat they are eating at her house

so will b very long..lucky i think of going to VISTA POINT..

or else i dun know wat i will say to them,,cos tat time de me is already

VERY VERY FUSTRATED!!

den i and boy went to VISTA POINT to walk walk..i went to find my KOR..

but saw him working so didnt go and talk to him..ahyo he hor..

i was standing in front of him leh..and he didnt saw me..

den nvm..forget it..after tat me and boy walk to CWP to have our dinner..

lucky got boy to pei me..if not i dun know wat i will really do to them le..

perhaps i will lost attitude and shout at them or jux walk away..

but even if i walk away jux like tat, they wont care bout me and my feelings de

at tat time..i was so hurt tat tis kind of probs come again..

sometimes i was wondering tat is ling telling the truth to me or jux say say de..

im really comfused and how i wish somebody can tel me the truth..

think now only boy understand how i feel ba..cos he got the same thinking as me..

boy really thx alot to u tat u pei me today..

i also wan to thank GOD tat HE had given me a guy tat really know me..

THANK GOD!!

dear..i will love u till the end.. no worries ya.. wont leave u de..

actually i was being leftout by them since the day siew lan join in our group..

im not saying tat she took away my friends or wat..or any other things..

but i was jux thinking y such things happen to me when i need them most..

they dun really know how i feel now..all i can do is tel boy and write here..

well..i dun know wat to write le..

maybe next time to continue ba..

gonnna gone from here..free leave a tag ya..

muackx!! love everyone!! =) SMILE!!

sentosa day

2007-03-17T16:53:00.001+08:00

ytd went to sentosa wif my church friends all..
huan ling me siew lan and andrew plan all tis..
is fun but not an easy task..things are like going wrong..
not the way how we expected..
it was a fun day..but some of them dun know wat happen
sudden mood change..haix..dun know how to say oso..
sobx.. but im having fun ytd..
i got sun burn..now so painfull wor..
think gonna be dark dark le.. can compare wif chynna le..
cos she oso very dark de wor.. haha XD
but den afterall i still not as dark as her..
but den after everything when going home dunno
y i suddenly felt so leftout that y den i went home myself le
where actually suppose to go find hanrong de...
somemore when home le den no dinner nv eat dinner...
jux reach home awhile den went out again..
till now got nothing to do..
so come here update my blog..
den later going to bible study le...
but still deciding whether to stay over not..
so that's all for today bye..
to be CONTINUE!! :):)

happy day

2007-03-10T04:33:00.000+08:00

haha..thx everyone who wishes me happy birthday

today really very happy..really thx all of u..

especially is my boy boy..although nv pei me ytd

but i dun blame u kk..i know u are tired..so am i..hehex

although today is happy but got something tat really sad

haix..im sick today..in the morning got flu

den now my stomach very painfull

today had early leave from school..my mum was so worry

but no matter wat..dun be too worry ya..

everything if good now..im feeling good now..

well later have party..my cousin bringing his friends..my sis too..

even my dad oso bringing his friend..so i must be well

cannot let anyone worry for me..

boy dun worry ok..im fine now ya..i love u boy..:)

well lastly jux to thx everyone today..;))

happy me:)

2007-03-07T12:20:00.000+08:00

haha..so long nv write le..kinda miss here..

dun know wat to write and some more very tired

tats y nv come here..wah today so sian..

after tutoral in school den went home..play maple den sian

really dun know wan do wat next..haha

but im happy tis few days cos..

i think i found someone who like me more den i like him..

hehexx..but no matter wat..i will try my best to like him too.

gonna look forward le..dun wanna look back anymore..

well my birthday coming..im so happy.

my sis wanna throw a party for me..

think got alot of presents le..hahahaha..

anyone wanna join me at the party can feel free to tel me..

everyone are welcome..

stay happy always and no looking back..

SMILE EVERYONE!! :)

tired day

2007-03-03T10:35:00.000+08:00

wah is a tired day tis few day..jux come back

went for running jux now..haha but only awhile

cos raining heavily so cant really run..

after tat went to buy food to eat

haha so fun seh..walk in the rain and play water

haha play till very wet..all wet in the rain..

ytd nv come write blog too..sianx..

very late den go home..

hmm went to pastor de house eat dinner..

wah nice dinner i have

after tat went to play bball..quite sad tat time

cos i suddenly think of him..

he always play bball de tats y i will think of him..

tats make me sad..

tis two days are tiring..

hope can everyday like tat..haha so i wont think of him

is better to make myself busy den sitting alone,

thinking of him..

well im not sad or wat..jux writing down wat i feel

haha no worries ya..

i will always be happy de..haha

ok la..stop here already..

really very tired..haha :D

shall be continue again next time..

new day started

2007-03-01T12:55:00.000+08:00

so sianx..im sick le..now keep sneezing

even writing tis blog im sneezing too..

dun know tmr will be ok or not..

hope im fine ba..

dun wanna miss any lesson in school

hmm a new day started..

a new day had begin..

so a new me should me here

haha

everyday gona be happy no matter

have believe in things u do so u will succed

well..cant write anymore le..

very xin ku now..difficult to type..

shall stop here and continue tmr ya..

HAPPY DAY ALWAYS!!

:))

SMILE MY BABY LQ!!:P

haha

2007-02-27T08:11:00.000+08:00

haha..my birthday coming le..

wat i really wish is to happy always

hmm leading a happy SINGLE life

haha

no matter wat i have to be happy

we have choice in our daily life

every morning wake up and the first

to do is to pray and choose whether

to be HAPPY or SAD

for mei will definatly choose to be

HAPPY!!

no matter is happy or sad,

life still have to go on right?

haha

must learn to let go..

its the best way to live life..

must treasure out life cos we dun know

wat will happen to us in the next minutes

so live life happy everyday!! :)

now!!

2007-02-26T12:45:00.000+08:00

now i know wat is love..and i know everything..

i really wan to thx those ppl who understand me

know wats my feeling..

perhaps they are more sad den me

i know not only HE is the one..

there are still lot more outside for me to choose

i finally know wat is the real love..

in the love life we having..

there must be trust..trust is very important

if there is trust, there is love..

no use havin a relationship tat has no trust in it..

really no use keeping tat relationship..

from now onwards

im gonna live happy and in my life..

there is always trust so there is love..

last but not the least thing to say...

IF IT IS URS, IT WILL ALWAYS BE URS..

IF IT IS NOT URS..GIVE THEM UP

COS NO USE KEEPING AND IN THE END

U ARE HURTING URSELF..

anyone see my blog..hope u understand tis..

it does not apply to me..but all of us!!

SMILE ALWAYS!!! :))

why?

2007-02-24T14:24:00.001+08:00

y ppl always ask me to forget..

everybody should know tat

its easy to say forget

but its not tat easy to really forget

u all UNDERSTAND ME??!!!

i dun think anyone really really

know wat i wan

know wat im thinking..

sometimes i see other ppl de blog..

they write..

"nobody know how i feel..

nobody know how sad i am.."

but i can say i know

i know

i know everything

i know how much hurt u have

and everything..

and i oso can say tat nobody really

know wat im thinking

and how hurt i am now..

i really very sad dun know wat to do..

can anyone understand????

CAN?!!!!

today i dun have any mood to talk to anyone

im really very sad

but

nobody know how i feel

even if i say out wat i feel now..

NOBODY NOBODY CAN HELP!!!

DO U ALL UNDERSTAND NOW??!!!!!!!!

sorry too hash today..

SIAN!!!

2007-02-23T13:46:00.001+08:00

today so sian nth to do

stay at home

haix.. if everyday like tat

think im going to be rotten..

haha

how i wish can go out

jux now at school everything

is fine so good

hmm dun know wat to do now

really very sian lor..

if now got ppl ask me out i confirm

go out de

hahaha like real!!!

haiz sad leh

dun know wat to write le.

perhaps tmr continue ba..

dun know HE will see my blog or not

but if can

how i wish he will see

haha im dreaming ba

alright

shall be continue again

BYEBYE!!

MISS HIM!! :)

Tired de me

2007-02-22T17:07:00.001+08:00

tats me!!

haix..today soooo tired..

like wanna faint like tat..maybe

because the wheather too hot ba..

hmm ytd no time to come here and write..

so today must write all..

hahaha!!

basically ytd went out wif yuze

haha starting is like sian sian de..

but lucky after tat got something to talk..

hmm went out wif him ok la

not tat bad lor.. at least got things to say bout

den went home after tat..

so late den reach home..

today late for school seh..

so sad!! :'(

so tired oso den still got tutorial

and CCA!!

haha now im back home..

sooooo happy for myself

hehe

ok la..shall stop here le..

to be comtinue again!!

SMILE!! :))

i miss HIM!!

My Day Goes.....Jux Like Tis

2007-02-20T22:11:00.001+08:00

hmmm today morning went out wif ling all

we went to DADDY de house

haha had alot of fun there..so happy

after tat we went to a pastor de house

wah today eat alot leh..

make me so full!!!

three times of eating and all is

STEAM BOAT!!

haha can imagine ba right??

anyway today saw jun hui and his girfriend

haha they wear the same colour de shirt

so 'deng dui'

how i hope someone can pei me oso..

i dun know y when ever im alone

i wil comfirm think of someone..

guess all know who is him ba..

haiz today so late den write my blog..

so tired!! =X

wanna sleep le.. tmr school reopen

soooooo sian!!

gonna sleep in class again haha:P

hmm ok ba stop writing lor..

nites everyone!!

ALWAYS MISSING K___H__

opps =X

wat a day!!

2007-02-19T16:28:00.001+08:00

wah wat a day today.. so tired and sad
hmm although HE reply me but i dun know y
jux feel like something is missing in my heart
hai.. jux now went t temple to pray
i think of HIM again cos.. its at jurong there
dun know why.. everywhere i go always link to jurong
so sian de..perhaps i really dun know where to go but there
haha.. ytd night somebody told me something
maybe i should learn from wat he told me..
hmm.. no use waiting for someone who doesnt belong to me
haha.. i know is no use but dun know y..
im jus always here waiting for HIM
haix.. is tis call LOVE??!!
SAD SAD SAD!! TMR MUST BE A BETTER DAY!!

so sad de me!!!

2007-02-18T18:26:00.001+08:00

haiz.. today is the first day of CNY
it should be a happy day
cos got ANG BAO to take..
haha.. got money lor.. happy happy..
jux now went to me grandma house to bai nian..
suddenly i remenbered tat HE jux stay near there
which is jurong west.. haha..
so i jux msg HIM and ask whether HE at home not..
but in the end im sooooo sad!!
he never reply me.. haix.. dun know wat to do le..
den jux now oso got bring the dog go out..
oso wish tat i could see HIM jux once..
but never saw HIM at all
really really very sad leh.. haix..
tis year new year so sad de..
WHY WHY WHY???!!!!
haix.. jux reach home.. den write my blog le..
i dun wanna miss anything here..haha
anyway.. im jux very sad today..
hope tmr is a better day for me!!
jia you!! :):):)

2007-02-17T13:53:00.000+08:00

haha today is chinese new year eve..
although it should be a happy day for everyone
but for me, i dun know y i jux cant really smile and be happy
i dun even know wat happen to myself..
am i thinking of HIM or im really not happy?
haix.. dun wan talk bout all tis le..
today is new year.. must be happy!!
happy happy happy forever!!
though im not happy..
but there is always somebody to cheer me up
perhaps tats my angel ba
haha..
ok la..lets stop here..
well,,
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

Lonely Me

2007-02-16T15:33:00.000+08:00

haha.. today dun know wat happen
i was feeling so happy but tired..
ytd night very late sleep..went to find chynna
now tat she is fine. im so happy for her
although she's fine now.. i scare something will happen
again.. haix i dun know wat to do jux to really help her..
now all is by her own.. we cant always there for her..
11 years of friendship.. i really very treasure it..
hope they are too.. haix..
dun know wat happen again..
when writing tis blog..my mind...............................
my mind all is HIM.. i dun know wat to do..
i jux cant forget HIM.. wat can i do??!
haix forget it..dun talk bout HIM le..
even if i mising HIM here..he oso wont know
and will never never know!!!
ok la.. tats all for today..
will be here again tmr!!
BYE BYE BLOG!!
TO BE CONTINUE!!

2007-02-15T14:49:00.000+08:00

haix.. wat a tired day today..
finally finished my common test..
but cannot relax yet..
the MOST IMPORTANT exam comin
so sian.. muust work very hard
wanna to go to sec 5
my wish is to go POLY!!
WORK HARD WORK HARD!!
JIA YOU JIA YOU!!
well.. tis morning saw the msg he send me..
haha.. im not sad at all..
and not even hurt..
perhaps i know wat he is thinking..
tats y im prepare..
but wat im gonna to do is jux wait for him..
all i can do is to WAIT WAIT and WAIT!!
hope he reall know wat im thinking now..
and last but not least!!
hope he wil know tat im waiting :))
ok la gonna stop le..
TO BE CONTINUE...

sad valentine's day

2007-02-14T17:37:00.000+08:00

haix.. wat a valentines day for me.. so sad..
missing someone that shouldnt be miss..
i dun know why but i jux keep thinking of him..
nobody know him cos i nv say..
even if u know who is he.. oso no use..
haix.. wat i hope now is to be wif him..
wat i wan now is jux him him him and only him..
thinking of him makes my heart broken..
i wonder wat is he doing now..
i wonder who is he wif now..
i wonder is he wif her already?
haix.......... wat happen...??!! why must tis happen to me??!!!!!
爱一个你爱却不爱你的人很痛苦！想着一个你爱却不爱你的人更痛苦！！
i dun know wat else i can do jux not to think of him..
but wat ever things i do i will always think of him..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!